POP
ok i shan't bother with all those mundane stuff like how we...er...fell in. ok then we had our POP. i in the flag party with wc bw dennis sljb and ry. then we did our rehearsal quite well. then blah blah. then it rained. then we took shelter then after awhile more we had the real thing, then sgt junlong sorta cockup the command. haha but we still did our things properly lah. then end of parade. i can c the...pain(?) in our staffs' eyes lah. can c they going to cry soon. then they marched off, and...ya lor. then we go eat. watch the videos of them when they still young, pure and innocent. then i also dont know why i...like..feel bit the weird lah. its like we take over le, but i still feel like im being commanded. i think i rather b commanded. sorry i noob. ah...
then we just cleared up and then listened to sir raynard talk. ah. wat he said is very true. alot of things to remember lah. and must bring up the standard of ncc land liao. ah. then released at like 7.20? then i change le want go my tuition. then the bus88 full =.= then no time liao i reach the tuition centre also halfway through the lesson, might as well not. then i go back store and tried to help clean up the place. haha. then senior zhouyang was playing his mind games. this is A. this is B. this is C. what is D? he tried that trick when we eating lah. i sorta guessed it. then now confirm liao. haha other mind tricks came out. most no kicks 1 lah, i genius mah. drink too much green tea haha. then go j8 eat, then more mind games, more stuff i dont know how do =.= then ya lor. then reached homne at 10.30 haha. sian. later still got cip.
ah cip. im going to convert $20 into coins and just stuff them into the stupid tin can of mine. pls lor. last year i walked around, got a respectable amt and weight, then they never give me cip coz i 'slacked and didnt get the required amt'. wtf lah. they take the meaning out of cip. then i might as well just play along with them and give them back their shit. distort the meaning of cip right? ok lah on. i tomorrow stuff $20 in and go play lan. then u get ur 'meaning' 'respectable amt' 'never slack'. screw ya'll.
oh ye. seniors, dont cry. u all wont read this anyway haha so i think i just spam my blog for fun muahaha. but seriously. dont cry.
-- 3/31/2007 12:32:00 AM
shut up dennis actor
ah, u know me, aggressive? so now im going to direct this flaming at some1. aiya i dont have to say the name lah. u know, i know. ok so he just updated his blog(big hint) and said smth abt menglong(csm) acting big. aiyoh i think he's better off gone lor(i dont mean menglong). he stay also no use, the ideas coming from his brain cant b too good. u know, i know. and he said smth abt cca being useless if u dont have a high post. fuck u lah. like i said, u really think u that good meh? u get post should b happy liao lor bugger. and u said u were motivated by the lance corp u got. im glad they didnt make u bunk ic for the camp though-this shows they got foresight. hm. so if i didnt get the lcp rank then i should just give up and lie in the dust? ncc, all abt post? u got the whole point wrong, thats why u didnt get top5, thats why people start hating u now. get it? or is my england too difficult for u to comprehend? and that part abt being over-enthu. u sure u enthu? during training, yes. act in front of seniors nia. they know, too. like i said, they got foresight. u whole day act big in front of us. scold us like we ur maid like that. oh ye and u said smth abt u putting too much into ncc. u not even enthu after training. training is like 6hrs a week? then wat u do in ur spare time? i wont bother speculating. if people like yc menglong wx joshua and lisong. u think abt it lah, they orienteering team leh. fitter than u by 1.5times. whole day act pathetic in front of seniors. and orienteering team, they got loadsa trainings. u know that, dont u. they fit to b top5. and u said they not serious. even 'crap people'. pls lor people more devoted to ncc than u, they still can go triple or double science. u? not even half of them and u start crapping abt how u got pulled down coz of those invalid reasons. and getting posts is competition? 'defeated'. ah yes. why dont u just go screw urself? ok but i wont, like, atk u for the fact that u in sc1. i just think that well, ur excuses for urself is totally invalid, and skewed towards making u look like some worshipper of ncc. no post/rank, no motivation? crap u.
-- 3/28/2007 09:29:00 PM
updates
ok so i havent posted anything for quite some time. chiong too much runescape haha. need to collect 300k oak logs. cutting them lah duh. dont want waste my money haha.
ok summary of wat happened.
hm. i started going down to student lounge between lessons, break or no break, to buy food up to eat during lessons. of course its illegal but well. who cares? then ponned quite a few minutes of hist elect haha. and chinese that time kaisheng go eat in an open and aboveboard way for his first bun. then 2nd 1 then got caught. then got into trouble. thats on wednessday i guess.
then thursday. kaisheng got detention. then i had scrabble comp, million thanx to the sabo-ing of CZF. then until 5.15 lor. kaisheng detention over liao. haha opponent team 1 person missing so i switched my free team member to fight my opponent. muahaha. i slacker. and i go find nice letters and form nice words. haha. then kaisheng released from detention right? then we go j8. i go toilet, he buy his sundae and my choc cone. he used me money lah duh. havent return yet. but nvm haha. rawr. ah then he bounce with me. meaning take train to the terminating station then will go back to the route home lor. haha. i like that term, sho cute. then i overbounce, ended up at dhoby ghaut when i woke up from the chat with him. then i alighted at somerset. then take back to city hall, then at lavender i stopped. lucky bw. he sms-ed me just when i was reaching lavender. then i simply alighted then bought 5pairs of gloves then zao. oh ye the aunty, or rather ahma, she damn nice. haha she remembered me from last time then c my uniform then ask 'ni cong gong jiao arh?' then talked abt her grandchild from there too. cat high a good school, all gentlemen or so she thinks. then i just spoke the truth that we can get vulgar at times haha. she doesnt seem to believe me. nvm then haha. got home rather late lah duh.
ah friday.
very sexciting day. 7.50 then assembly. so i reached school at 7.20 or smth. slack awhile then go down. weird lah. more sleep only haha. then chem spa i somehow managed to make the copper...smth fly into my mouth. boiling. and ah it tastes damn weird haha. needless to say, i spat that out. ok then rehearsal. i in flag party. then dennis damn kp. say he damn pissed with john lau. so wat if he's damn pissed with john lau? means he can b so totally uncooperative? nvm. oh ye and staff derek had to join us as flag party commander or smth. damn sad if he really did(plans changed lah). coz i think he'd really cry if it wasnt him that was taken over, that couldnt march off and throw the beret into the air. last parade wasted like that? rawr. i think we can command ourselves lah dont need any others. then i told sgt junlong and staff derek not to cry arh. coz i think they would. then staff derek nearly raped me in the toilet. then ry still lock me in =.= haha. then sports night. waste time. i ran away haha. kept drinking the tonic that could increase my intelligence tenfolds, and possibly let me go 3-5 next year. damn suan haha. oh ye then i was bathically lolling around the canteen. then talked abt posts with john lau and bw. dh was like just listening. damn sad lah. u pon half a year then still get post. wtf. damn biased. never come training half a year also get post. wtf. then people who got attend training faithfully get nothing. wats this. ok nvm. then i thought i no post. ok i couldnt help it-i felt kinda empty. like 'wah lau i got put in effort then still dont get post'. that kind of feeling. im sure thats wat he feels like now. just coz the other guy fitter then get post. pon half a year still can. wats this. maybe i reject my post for him. seriously unfair. but i wont make rash decisions. c wat the other platoon mates say first.
ok nvm. then john ang and i went up. then he climb through the window pane and open door for me. i went in take out my gba then go dance room play. aircon-ed some more. haha. then the dance people also slacking there. no, they playing with sticks. wu liao people haha. then go eat at ljs. then walk around abit, saw yc and shouted across j8 'OI YAP CHIEN'. he turned around then c me then turn back like he's not yap chien like that. hum arh? haha. then after awhile more of slacking then go back. bounce again muahaha. this time didnt overshoot. haha. got home at 10 =.= bathe le come online. not much time to play runescape. nvm i go sleep le. haha.
i heard that dennis the ***** go ask staff to switch some other udis to him. as if he's the boss and can give himself a post. u got real talent not? u sure u can lead? there's already a growing dissent amongst the platoon against u. if u cant even respect ur platoon mates, and make them respect u in turn, how u expect to do the same for the juniors? scold scold scold pump pump pump got use arh? use brain awhile can think right? or u drink too much green tea le. ha. and like i said, just because u're pissed off doesnt mean u can treat urself as king. u noob. if the staffs trust the 5 people then who u to try to undermine their decisions. trying to demean urself arh? nothing much left to demean liao lah. i also dont know why i kinda aggresive. maybe coz i just dont want keep hearing those unvoiced opinions abt u. ha. maybe this post would incur a mass spamming of my tagboard. but well. grow up, accept losses and stop trying to inflate ur already bloated head. deflate it u noob. now that i got it off my chest, and most prob alot of the other platoon mates, well. my job's done haha im just the...lightning rod? zap off all the electricity from the lightning. save the people. how noble.
and dennis i dont care whether u reading this not. my blog, my flaming. yes, im aggressive. i care? no.
-- 3/24/2007 12:19:00 AM
photograph?
ah well. i feel like some photograph looking out at people from within my frame. or like a statue, stoning, seeing but not being seen. do i blend so well with my surroundings? u know how weird it is, logged onto msn, looking at the many people signing in but not being talked to. ok i AA-ing now haha. nvm. i also dont know wats my prob lah. i can just go ahead and talk 1 mah. nvm. RAWR.
ah and today first day of school innit. got to school, tried to chiong some work. didnt though. lucky chers nice, let us go. and then suddenly damn hungry. could feel that digestion of my stomach taking place. haha. must b coz too used to slacking at home sleeping until near afternoon, then eat breakfast. aiya. biological clock spoil liao. and then ye lor. thats abt it. i slept during bio lessons though. busy fighting against sleep. then somehow...Zzzzz.
and now arh im sitting in front of my com in an irritable mood. ok nvm. rawr. and i got a patch coagulated blood on my thighs. result of busting my own mosquito bite wounds. in a way, smelling my blood, coagulated though it is, it kinda soothes me. ah. i dont know how to describe the smell. psychotic me? i dont think so. i do other stuff like caress my shin leg hair, as if its my baby. haha. ok nvm i guess i get bit the weird only lah haha.
business only?
-- 3/19/2007 08:49:00 PM
catch up le
14th post. like my secret blog like that, which i havent updated in ages haha. ok today the live range. wait must talk abt my way to school. i left at 11 lah. then reached at 12.30. chionged and changed to full u(without belt and green socks) then ya lor. then after a long while then tell me go grandstand then go lor. then after briefing to become assassins, we boarded the bus.
i was changing my socks and taking off my badges on the bus, while sir tan was talking. how respectful. haha i stuffed my badges into the white socks and hid my hp in my beret(not supposed to have camera phones). then after that reach there liao briefing after briefing. then wear earplug. is like i say 'eh x' then 'x' would reply 'ya?'. like no use like that in short. haha. then after that we got to business. then shoot shoot shoot shoot the canadian bull. recoil?-not so powerful. but other people the empty cartridges flying out haha. then also got those powerful gusts of wind created by the other firers. make me feel all-so-insecure. then i sorta just lied down. scared. haha can c the grass around 30cm below the gun flatten when u shoot straight lor. ah then i think i got 5/5 for the supported. but 3/4 for the unsupported. coz 1 bullet spoil, cant shoot. then another 1 i miss. so 3/4 lor =.= no more marksman T.T haha nvm lah rawr. OH YA i shot 1 round so zhun lor. dead centre at the target. at the mouth of the 'terrorist'. whoa i was shocked by that haha.
then pack up go lor. then stone and fool around in school then go j8 eat dinner at around 6? not sure timing. then fool around even more, say cheong and bryan pour soup into drinks then pass around. say cheong go put at clement there, never say anything, then clement took and drink. koupist haha he damn shocked. then go off lor. and got the mr goh yh encounter. i was like shouting/talking very loudly outside bishan mrt lah. then he just walk by. then i damn shocked. he went into 7-11. eh then wx bw and i also go in. i kouped bw's milk and wx's the...mashed potato. i koupist haha. then he saw us haha. rawr. then go home lor, bw took train and i gu yi miss my train talk to him awhile more haha. then got home at 9.30 haha.
and tomorrow got briefing(?) 2hrs 8-10. for wat? no 1 knows haha.. nvm. rawr. i stopped runescape early for blogging and sleeping hah
a.
and u seem much colder than before. wat happened?
am i a mere substitute for boredom?
-- 3/14/2007 11:55:00 PM
friendship?
ok so how does friendships break up? i think its because of the insecurity within u lah. and no faith in the friend. like how u fear ur friend might do this to u, might pangseh u, blah blah. i believe that friendship is like those chemical bonding lah. ionic-give and take. covalent-simply share. cant draw anything for metallic =.= ok nvm. enough abt stupid chemistry i know i damn noob anyway haha(SORRY WX HAHAHAHA). then ye. then stable for some time liao then scared suddenly lose electrons. then start to draw out from this bonding. then bonding break every1 die. i know wat i blabbering abt but dont know whether my ill-phrasing would hinder ya'll on the understanding of the crap mentioned above. well i think that people should just try to have more faith in their friends and trust them. like in runescape. give and take. i help kaisheng carry his rune essence for him to runecraft, and in turn he helped carry tin and cupper to me for me to smelt bronze. in a way friendship's a cycle. u give u take. u dont give, keep taking, the giver would want out. u keep giving the other keep taking, then u also bui song and the other guy full liao then go away liao mah. ok nvm dont know wat i talking.
lets talk abt today. no i mean yesterday. tuesday lah.
ok so bathically i reached school at 7.30? then got into class and slept awhile more till mr teo came in. then after maths want go play lan. then go j8, i photocopy my 2star kayaking cert. then we went to dhoby ghaut. played a few rounds of cs and then 1 dota match. i phantom assassin, player name barney. barney died only like 3times lah kills much more than that haha. and ks very sore abt losing. coz he died alot of times and fewer kills than me(im quite sure abt that). then got back to j8. dh ks and i bought kfc back to eat. no time liao so we take bus. then chiong to student lounge eat. then finish burger liao chiong up. late liao. then listening compre. aiya no kicks lah (i hope). then oral. no not that oral in which males stuff their...ok nvm. eh i talking abt the talking 1. then i was the first out lah haha. then i finished the oral passage quite fast. then the talk abt the topic that 1 i simply goofed up. stuttered. woob. then finish my cheese fries and stone awhile in school making weird noises and funny actions. then go home.
the ride home very de eventful. i go up the double decker 88. then i found a nice seat. beside me got a small lil boy. then i sit beside him lor. wah lau. i regret lah. the bitches and sluts all around me, they blasting their hps. and the guys from behind use those hp speakers, like joshua's. then all start blasting like siao. wonder how the boy survived. not knowing wat to do with that bunch of monkeys, i simply pretended to b sleeping. then when turn into sengkang that time they start to joke abt me. 1 slut go say smth abt how i never zip. 'na4 ge4 cat high de zip' smth like that. then i just dao. continue with my pretence. then after that alot of the other people start coming over and the sluts continued shouting abt how i never zip. i still continue daoing. heart racing liao lah. then 1 guy go read my inverted name tag. obviously, their england worse than yc's, they cant pronounce my english name. so they said 'yiwei'. then i still dao. then another guy said smth abt playing 'music' into my ear. wtf lah its noise lah those motorbike spluttering abt that kind. i didnt want my ears to spoil. i simply turned around and used my murderous tone. 'ni na li bu shuang'. u where not comfy. then he diam diam and like dont dare do anything lah. then they continue fooling around and i continue daoing. i also pointed my nice middle finger at them lah. i so poilte meh, dont point at them? haha. then all the hokkien insults came in. i also dont understand so i dont care lor haha. then when i was abt to go down i told the boy beside me 'i think u better sit in front.' then he go liao. maybe i hemmed him in when i took a seat beside him. but nvm. rawr. then i go down liao. then i didnt bother looking at them. then i walk out of the bus trying to act normal. and then i checked my pants. zipped wat. (zipped halfway haha). well i didnt want to prove that the slut was correct. the slut sorta apologized to me for kp-ing me anyway. i just gave the 'watever lor' kind of face. bathically the half-the-upper-deck gang was like market lah. public nuisance. i play barney, barney so cute. they play those 'rock'. thats not rock lah that noise. plain noise. got barnglahs.
ok nvm tomorrow life range. either visualize the targets as the hoods or as shit people. i think the hoods would serve me better.
i cant bear to kill shit people
-- 3/14/2007 12:12:00 AM
雌雄同体
雌雄同体
pm7点镜子前的自己
琢磨属于自己的美丽
轻轻刮去嘴角胡青
画上我的本性淡紫色眼影
粉色双唇的喃喃自语
啦~~~~~~~~~~
领带要配苏格兰裙
和火一般的羽毛围巾
只是我仍在反复考虑
搭配几号香精做今晚的内衣
即使到最后你还是看不清
即使到最后你还是看不清
我要你看到我
你不该猜测应该享受
我要你爱上我
你不该猜测应该爱上我
我可以是男是女
可以飘移不定调整百分比
只要你爱我一切都没问题
只要你爱我一切都没问题
与其让你了解我
我宁愿我是一个谜
一个解不开的难题
真和假的秘密扣你心弦的游戏
模仿你或和你变成对比
参加你理想的爱情游戏
你也许避我唯恐不及
你也许把我当作异形
可是你如何真的确定
灵魂找到自己的样貌和身体
发现自己越来的
雌雄同体发现自己越来的
雌雄同体我要你看到我
你不该猜测应该享受
我要你爱上我
你不该猜测应该爱上我
我可以是男是女
可以飘移不定调整百分比
只要你爱我一切都没问题
只要你爱我一切都没问题
pm7点镜子前的自己
琢磨属于自己的美丽
轻轻刮去嘴角胡青
画上我的本性淡紫色眼影
粉色双唇的喃喃自语
nice song. rather perverse. but ima sick man so nvm.
-- 3/12/2007 02:23:00 AM
killed in wildy rawr
ok so my cousin got killed in wildy by some lvl40+ guy. then i logged into my female acc which i've been training for some time. then chionged there. then search, blah blah. then go wildy lvl22. wanted to explore. then got killed by a bunch of lvl20-30+ pures. all the blast spells. fuck. lost like 700+iron arrows, 10stew, gold gloves, studded leather body and my maple shortbow. lucky i got spare shortbow haha.
oh ye today was mainly celebrating my ahma's birthday. then got play with my baby cousin(damn cute lah! cuddly kind haha) and my other cousins(more or less just telling them to shut up gruffly) haha. then nothing much to write abt that lah coz nothing much happened mah.
then reach home liao i finished my shower then ok! start chionging runescape. rawr. chionging the other acc lah. the FEMALE 1. rawr. so from crafting lvl3 shoot to 22, mining lvl3 to 36. ye thats all i did today i guess. and kaisheng was helping me transport loadsa tin ore. damn nice. haha. later got chem lessons. 8-9. might as well not go. but nvm. i think i camp in school watch kaisheng's...free show haha. rawr.
oh ye. dropped by compass point just now fix specs. hoped to c...u. but luck never shines on me. haha.
-- 3/12/2007 01:57:00 AM
its very weird
like how come im online now? chionging my ranged in runescape. and def. i want wear green dragon hide stuff. dont know the leatherbody can wear not but its worth a try. and im supposed to have stopped using the com 4hrs ago. and i know that a brain(yes i know i have 1; every1 does) deprived of sleep aches. and i dont have sex with barney though im currently contemplating that. nvm. and i was trying to mug chem just now when i went my mum's office. and i've been bloghopping and then dont know wats the other people's prob lah. very contradictory. for example bengheng's blog. he had a pic of his tablemate or smth, mugging away. and captioned 'screw those muggers' or smth of that nature. then when he posted his results this term...well i think THATS quite...ok shan't desribe pocket size people except that they pocket sized.
sian. i dont know how many days of hols effectively taken up by remedials, trainings, blah blah. i know john is currently leading a rather pathetic life so i wont rub it in by saying things like i nearly dont have training(im not even sure). john wont come by my blog right??? HAHA
hmm. i also dont know why i get so hungry easily. ok maybe it coz i like to eat. nvm. and i think i should go now lor. i think if i chiong-ed runescape i'd b able to wear dragonhide liao haha. i training my FEMALE acc btw. my main's far too strong haha. dangerous lvl93. rawr. maybe i'd go link my main haha. yeowch. and relax i wont torture cats. i then dont want get sued by SPCA for skinning some cat. miaow. rawr. and i also in cat high so cats r higher ok i dont know wat i talking abt so nvm.
and ry. SHUT UP ABT THE POSTS LAH. very sian 1 leh i go read ur post then u go talk abt wat lanyard that kind of thing i dont think u joined ncc for post...right? and if every1 were to think like how u do, then it'd b like 18 out of the 23(im not even sure?) people we have left lamenting over the fact that they never put in enough effort here and there. dont get too obsessed with such worldly affairs, why not think abt sex instead? or smth of that nature. THAT, is healthy for growing teenagers/young men. not wat posts in cca, wat this wat that. lets just enjoy the remainder of wats left for us b4 we officially take charge of ncc land. oh ye. and u still got chance 1 mah ry. dont know wats ur prob lah first training we taking then u think everything settled liao. and i heard from the pimple plantation/walking disaster that he wasnt chosen for csm for the first training and instead is some other weird guy. gordon i think(again im not sure). that means he gets the post? probation nia. rawr. dont need bear grudges against this guy who became ic, that guy being some other weird person, blah blah. wat matters is the BROTHERHOOD(innit?). haha. Boobs Raped Olivia Then He Emerged Raping His Other Outdoor Dinner. B.R.O.T.H.E.R.H.O.O.D. doesnt make much sense. ok so boobs=some guy who raped olivia then raped his other dinner, implying that olivia was meant for dinner too. ok psychotic. nvm i cant b bothered thinking of other stories so lets just let is remain status quo. and i think i should go try sleep liao
b4 i end this i must laugh at john, who most prob wont go my blog*coughs*i know he would*coughs* and even if he did he wont b able to c this post. he cant even c his gf's updated blog. his internet explorer 7.0 is damn screwed up, wat with the viruses and all that crap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA laugh finish liao. ok i go sleep. i dont want headache tomorrow haha. ok its not headache. it just feels...funny. ye. funny. haha
-- 3/11/2007 04:08:00 AM
wat the crap?
ok so i chionged quite a bit of hw last minute. then mdm jasmine started to scold us. then the trainee teacher also. and i chionged finish my 'abandoned' essay in the meanwhile. i crapped abt how im a successful career woman, who fell in love with some new guy in the company, then dated, then the guy go have sex with me(guy, not barney) then i got pregnant then he promised me that he'd marry me, then didnt. then go tell me he loves another woman =.= haha u get my point lah. i think its totally irrelevant to the topic. but nvm i had fun thinking of all the porno stuff i somehow had the courage to pen down. and i described my feeling as 'i felt like a condom-used and thrown away.' haha.
then training. yes training.
i somehow managed to bring the singlet =.= haha. i guess i was half-asleep. then i just take part of the training lor. hm. alot of people dont like the posting lah haha. most of the complaints directed to...haha. ye but i dont care much lah or so i think/hope. rawr. post only mah. so kiasu for wat. like i said lets just have our fun as part Cs and not, like, make noise over this and/or that.
then pt.
i was 1 of the 4 in charge of pt lah. daryl shaun alvin were with me haha. then ya lor. stretching, push-ups and sit ups. then dont know wats the other people's prob lah. like they ics for the previous part of the training then keep cutting us in. suddenly shout and make noise like the 4 of us dont exist like that. i like joshua though haha he just left his part with us then said smth abt 'u all pt i dont want kachiao u all'. or smth of that nature. haha nice of him. rawr. then he took back his part a after awhile though. coz the road too hot for them to take and the part a's cant take our training so he asked whether he can take away his part for his own pt not then we say can lor haha. then run around the primary road. quite slack lah haha. and i was still in my...revealing sexy singlet haha. then show off muscles here and there. armpit hair also. haha. then after the runs then ya lor. dismiss. and we kept laughing at CHAAAAN. damn bad damn bad. ok nvm. eh. but i also...dont like other ics leh. like start bossing us about like we mean no shit. ok nvm haha. just bit sore abt the fact that im getting bossed abt by my friends haha. how childish of me but nvm im just being true to my feelings haha. rawr.
-- 3/09/2007 11:19:00 PM
ah yes imt
thats not much of imt lah haha. just go shoot the simulation rifle then ya lor. and then we first school to arrive but 2nd school to go into the...briefing room? then when asked which school came first the other school go raise their hands. then sir yong go talk to the clts and we win lor haha. then after shooting, quite fast lah haha. then alot of people fail. bryan failed wtf i thought he confirm pass 1 lor and i was wondering whether i was the 1 who failed not. rawr. then i pass lah somehow haha. rawr. just pass. john was telling me abt how to imagine that its shit im shooting. but cant leh. i cant seem to dare to kill. haha. nvm. i too kindhearted liao. rawr.
oh ye and i realized that i still get emo lor. bugger. like when sitting on the bus, listening to all the hubbub around me and not being part of it. then dont know why cant stop thinking leh. rawr. nvm. but then return journey got make alot of noise haha. rawr. and then we go 3-3 listen to sir talk. then i somehow fell asleep. haha sorry lah i couldnt resist. and sy also fell asleep. i think dh also. nvm. haha.
and now trying to set study group with ks wr and john. rawr. dont know whether the plan will succeed, and how long can it last but still. its a start. my l1r5 like shit like that. how go that school. rawr. nvm. target set. RAWR. must get into ****
-- 3/08/2007 09:48:00 PM
imt?
rawr. tomorrow imt? bugger. i dont know wats ncc land's prob. ok perhaps bit the immature of me but nvm. just wondering how could we ever get marksman if we never get to even touch the air rifle? we never go the range, never train at all. marksman need 16/20 and above or smth right. how arh? how to get that if we dont have the chance to train? rawr. nvm. just ranting. and e-learning end liao. sian. have to go back to school =.=
-- 3/07/2007 10:40:00 PM
subconscious?
ok i've been feeling very weird lately. like im awake but i cant seem to think or absorb anything properly. hope i get rid of this...mental problem soon though haha. rawr. and i got coughing fits. rawr. and i think i should just go sleep now haha.
oh ye. abt the earthquake. well. unfortunately they're safe in ubin so...rawr. wr and john dont have to worry lah. they can come back then good. for me is they come back i worried. haha. i just hope that well. the quakes in the future would b...less impactful lah. ok i i dont know wth i talking abt. maybe coz i want to sleep le. rawr. nvm i think i should go sleep liao haha. oh ye. this their 2nd night innit. haha. not that i care though. rawr.
and i've found my 1 true love-barney.
-- 3/07/2007 02:35:00 AM
can i trust cat high?
can i trust cat high? wat with the stringent prelims and all that crap. perhaps it'd b better if i start working harder though. rawr. i got time to play runescape and battleon, no time to study? rawr. and seriously must wake up liao. my highest score for this term is only 68 for chem. others getting much higher than this. rawr. and ye. must start to do smth abt hist ss and geog liao. and hc. ok i know i can do this im not stupid after all. haha.
barnet-
-- 3/06/2007 02:52:00 AM
project?
bathically a waste of time. ok not really. woke up at...9.48am. i set alarm at 8 1 lor. then can get to ks house earlier. then somehow my alarm got cancelled lah. then got there late. no more stuff to play liao leonard hogging on to the com and ks and kaisheng playing ps2. and got prob lah. now i omit alot of typos. the 'inferemcing' caused this. rawr. and after lunch at macs we went back to ks house with the ill-gotten gains haha. then play the dont know wat dynasty i 4got the name. then c chiobu use chiobu. then went home at 6plus lor haha.
shit. seriously alot of typos. have to keep checking lor. bugger.
-- 3/04/2007 09:52:00 PM
WAKE UP
ok this term the results not very good i must say. haha nvm got next term. and john told me he mugs everyday. closet mugger. rawr. i will work harder(i hope). and im so transparent and my intentions so clear lah. rawr and my skin moulting off le haha nice i like this. peel the skin off and fresh skin below damn fun haha. i like. rawr. i dont want to fail any more subjects next term liao haha
-- 3/01/2007 10:22:00 PM