friendship?
ok so how does friendships break up? i think its because of the insecurity within u lah. and no faith in the friend. like how u fear ur friend might do this to u, might pangseh u, blah blah. i believe that friendship is like those chemical bonding lah. ionic-give and take. covalent-simply share. cant draw anything for metallic =.= ok nvm. enough abt stupid chemistry i know i damn noob anyway haha(SORRY WX HAHAHAHA). then ye. then stable for some time liao then scared suddenly lose electrons. then start to draw out from this bonding. then bonding break every1 die. i know wat i blabbering abt but dont know whether my ill-phrasing would hinder ya'll on the understanding of the crap mentioned above. well i think that people should just try to have more faith in their friends and trust them. like in runescape. give and take. i help kaisheng carry his rune essence for him to runecraft, and in turn he helped carry tin and cupper to me for me to smelt bronze. in a way friendship's a cycle. u give u take. u dont give, keep taking, the giver would want out. u keep giving the other keep taking, then u also bui song and the other guy full liao then go away liao mah. ok nvm dont know wat i talking.
lets talk abt today. no i mean yesterday. tuesday lah.
ok so bathically i reached school at 7.30? then got into class and slept awhile more till mr teo came in. then after maths want go play lan. then go j8, i photocopy my 2star kayaking cert. then we went to dhoby ghaut. played a few rounds of cs and then 1 dota match. i phantom assassin, player name barney. barney died only like 3times lah kills much more than that haha. and ks very sore abt losing. coz he died alot of times and fewer kills than me(im quite sure abt that). then got back to j8. dh ks and i bought kfc back to eat. no time liao so we take bus. then chiong to student lounge eat. then finish burger liao chiong up. late liao. then listening compre. aiya no kicks lah (i hope). then oral. no not that oral in which males stuff their...ok nvm. eh i talking abt the talking 1. then i was the first out lah haha. then i finished the oral passage quite fast. then the talk abt the topic that 1 i simply goofed up. stuttered. woob. then finish my cheese fries and stone awhile in school making weird noises and funny actions. then go home.
the ride home very de eventful. i go up the double decker 88. then i found a nice seat. beside me got a small lil boy. then i sit beside him lor. wah lau. i regret lah. the bitches and sluts all around me, they blasting their hps. and the guys from behind use those hp speakers, like joshua's. then all start blasting like siao. wonder how the boy survived. not knowing wat to do with that bunch of monkeys, i simply pretended to b sleeping. then when turn into sengkang that time they start to joke abt me. 1 slut go say smth abt how i never zip. 'na4 ge4 cat high de zip' smth like that. then i just dao. continue with my pretence. then after that alot of the other people start coming over and the sluts continued shouting abt how i never zip. i still continue daoing. heart racing liao lah. then 1 guy go read my inverted name tag. obviously, their england worse than yc's, they cant pronounce my english name. so they said 'yiwei'. then i still dao. then another guy said smth abt playing 'music' into my ear. wtf lah its noise lah those motorbike spluttering abt that kind. i didnt want my ears to spoil. i simply turned around and used my murderous tone. 'ni na li bu shuang'. u where not comfy. then he diam diam and like dont dare do anything lah. then they continue fooling around and i continue daoing. i also pointed my nice middle finger at them lah. i so poilte meh, dont point at them? haha. then all the hokkien insults came in. i also dont understand so i dont care lor haha. then when i was abt to go down i told the boy beside me 'i think u better sit in front.' then he go liao. maybe i hemmed him in when i took a seat beside him. but nvm. rawr. then i go down liao. then i didnt bother looking at them. then i walk out of the bus trying to act normal. and then i checked my pants. zipped wat. (zipped halfway haha). well i didnt want to prove that the slut was correct. the slut sorta apologized to me for kp-ing me anyway. i just gave the 'watever lor' kind of face. bathically the half-the-upper-deck gang was like market lah. public nuisance. i play barney, barney so cute. they play those 'rock'. thats not rock lah that noise. plain noise. got barnglahs.
ok nvm tomorrow life range. either visualize the targets as the hoods or as shit people. i think the hoods would serve me better.
i cant bear to kill shit people
-- 3/14/2007 12:12:00 AM
