ego?
so i was on 156 just now. and then i saw a mother and the child. the child is those mentally challenged kind i guess. then the mother, or i think its the mother, is trying to keep him in check. she let the son sit down. got another guy sitting against the window lah. then that guy sitting against the window should just get up and let the child sit inside, and the mother to sit down beside the son innit? maybe the guy couldnt think properly or smth. maybe too awkward. maybe he thinks that if he does wat i thought i would do, the mother would feel like humiliated. maybe if i stepped forward to tell the other guy nicely to let the mother and son sit together, the guy would do so. but the mother might feel humiliated that every1 knows she got a mentally challenged son? very weird. thats when human pride kicks in. she might feel like 'hey i dont need any help stay out of this'. but if i didnt do anything in my capacity to help, i'd feel guilty. i dont know wat im blabbering in abt but i guess enlightened people will know and understand the words of allah-star. haha.
anyway i couldnt sleep yesternight. simply tossing and turning abt in the bed. dont know why. nvm. then got to school, slept till assembly. then wanted to sleep during assembly but the mr heng keep making noise so i couldnt sleep. then lessons, blah blah. then after maths! woob! RECESS! i fell asleep almost immediately haha. damn fun. i love sleeping in school haha.
cheers.
-- 4/16/2007 09:57:00 PM
