screw me.
screw me. im screwed anyway. if i can write erotic compos, i guess im kinda mad.
yanyway, now after exams liao right? i cant say im very satisfied, but well, at least got improvement. last term l1r5 35, this term i think 25. yanyway i think i like to torture myself. im sado-masochistic. bit the siao 1. go sec3 camp, then after that straightaway go p5 camp. ahaha.
met up with waikit and edward just now. type in our names liao then edward ran off for his cca. whoa, he pti sia. not bad. ahaha then waikit and i go c mrs ng. then party abit. or rather, talk. then i dont know why, i suddenly so meek and shy. different personalities, as mrs ng described. rawr. i think i really very corrupted. im sorry. i cant help it. and my heart likes to race. i dont know wats so fun abt beating so fast.
im kinda scared. i dont know whether i'd survive the sec3 camp not. i know i would lah, but just let me whine abit on this space. haha. and im not taking runescape seriously. i think im using it to escape from reality. i dont know. but still, my problem still isnt resolved. i dont know wats there for me to do. i cant b bothered to do anything anyway. rawr. and there's a song stuck in my head. i feel like repeating it over and over again. but i know. i cant. if not i might just get tired of it and dont like it anymore. like u.
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
感觉却好像毁弃善良的自我
几次脆弱掩饰
不甘的示弱
[这就是我]
再说
我也不特别渴求永久
其实我也无法忠于单一感受
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
晕眩
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
也是我用残破的猜测这世界
就让我回应你已失序的狂野
虚伪瞬间
是我
几次悔过
掩埋狂妄的恶魔
这感觉却好像毁弃了善良的自我
静止了沉溺了
无声的灭绝
退怯
是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼
是我招唤你眼底的错觉
就让我用力砸碎轻声的诺言
拥抱瞬间
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的猜测这世界
再一次回应你已失序的狂野
我们表演
music
是我用真实的编造了谎言
就算我用残破的证实这世界
再一次让我尝靖错的甜美
甜美瞬间
是你带我经过纯洁的瞬间
无悔无邪
-- 5/23/2007 08:50:00 PM
