wooo vulgarities.
ah. i dont know why. the middle finger just cant stop erecting. then the gracious f word just keeps spewing out from my mouth. how civilized. ƒ
ah well. u gain some things, lose some things. as simple as that. no point hanging onto certain things. it just makes the burden even harder to bear. i should relinquish my hold of her in my heart liao lah. if i can do so in action, why not emotionally? if not i'm bathically making life hard for me. and wats the point, since she doesnt share or at least, feel it? ah. i guess sometimes it's ok to b abit foolish. i learn things the hard way yanyway. perhaps this'd b better for me. then next time, wait, there wont b a next time.
and now i have some form of coughing fits. barely recovered from the sore throat. which robbed me of my ability of speech during training. talk to the part As nicely, then suddenly zao sia. comical. haha. cat high later open school. scary thought. i'd most probably be emo-ing. i normally do that when im like, thrown into a sea of humans. it's the feeling of solitude. the crowd suddenly turns into hapless piles of meat moving from place to place, emotionless. i dont know. perhaps i'd talk more. haha. it's amusing, how time changes someone. sec1, i was damn enthu. just keep talking to the...visitors. guide them around, did my job well. then sec2, just wanted to finish off and zao for some special cause. ah well.
dont really need anything. a big 'thankyou' would make me smile for decades. (:
-- 6/30/2007 12:13:00 AM
