1 more day
ah i lost alot of songs in the course of helping kaisheng back up his games. sigh. im so self-sacrificial, wat to do?
but that's beside the point.
1more day. and wat's the point? the atmosphere would b heavy with awkwardness wouldnt it? if so then is there yany point in turning up at all? shouldnt i just go somewhere and emo and cry?
geez. i feel pathetic. i seek solace in pokemon. (:
and the 'yong bao' just started playing. shuffle mode some more. how nice, my phone knows my mood best. well at least there's smth to boast about.
i normally tell myself-if u can feel sad coz there's nothing to be happy about, why not feel happy coz there's nothing to be sad abt?
but of courset, every1 knows how i feel, kinda apparent from my posts.
and then again i'd normally conceal how i feel. and wats the point, since people'd think i dont mind, and make things more convenient for themselves and worse for me? i blp lah, dont dare tell them.
bit the tired of this.
the heart doesnt reach out to the body.
no, i dont mean biologically.
-- 8/30/2007 01:02:00 AM
