im THAT emo?
really meh?
ok lah i think abit the over lah, me.
emotional.
but it's ok i'd outgrow it.
nah, dont worry, i definitely wont slash my wrists.
hmm. i've been a mouldering piece of crap for a year. no point, right?
if not for myself, at least for others, right?
i might get retained. 65% overall of the year, i just nice, 50%
and this last term is 45% overall. if i fail this, i fail everything.
make or break situation. and i always fall asleep when the textbook is placed upon under my nose.
i cant simply walk away, citing stupid reasons like 'studying isnt my forte', 'im not cut out to study', 'i can do well in life even without studying'. excuses and warped reasonings are only for the weak.
even if i cmi, i must at least attempt to pass this year and get promoted.
and that means cutting down on gaming and playing.
yea. sounds tough. i dont think i got the motivation and willpower to.
nvm. will try.
this isnt an emo post right?
i may not b able to stand just yet, but i can't remain lying.
-- 9/04/2007 01:19:00 AM
