Eeeyr I no like prelim 1.
I enjoy having the adrenaline rush everyday I flip open the test paper. It gives me a boner, facing the familiar-yet-forgotten crappy questions the setter has in store for us in the 45minutes rape they call 'Prelim'. Or 'Common test'. Or 'Mastery Review'. Since they have yet to make up their mind, I have the choice not to prepare. I'm rather much screwed, really.
I don't know why I enjoy the adrenaline rush either. I mean, it's really weird. Which normal person would want to get his balls tested time and again everyday? If that guy prepared for his paper, then he won't need to even bother with thinking, since the questions would be set at the 'For-prepared-people' level. I'm not prepared at all, so obviously a lot of thinking would have to happen. In a way, this levels the brain up, right? You go through critical thinking for a reason, and thinking on your feet is fun. Therefore I won't ever study much for my examinations. Call me slack, that's what I am. And 'slack' is an understatement.
Don't blame me for being slack leh. I mean, I have the doctrine of the above to justify my reasons, screw you.
Either way, tomorrow would be the last 2 papers which needs mugging. I mean, you can't mug for stuff like Chinese and English, right? So tomorrow's bio and maths...one can say that I'm prepared to re-enter the study group shit. Forced servitude some more.
Aiya I have nothing else to say lah.
Oh wait. My mood has been rather much of a roller-coaster ride, woohoo. I mean, it sure is fun experiencing this once in awhile, but somehow I have a rather weak heart; let's not spam this.
Aye. I'm sleepy, I need rest to think on my feet. And I'd need to pull stuff out of my ass and pass it off as maths/bio answers. It sure would be fun trying to do things in a half-arsed way. I mean, when was it not fun to do things in such a way?
Aiya nothing to do already lah. Shall go screw myself off to sleep if that's even physically possible. I mean, that'd rule, the process of being able to screw yourself. The road to auto-fellatio is arduous, but at least I know that I have people walking the same road as me.
I am deeply touched, and therefore I should go sleep. What beat sleeping after getting touched deeply?
I need my sleep for the mad adrenaline rush for tomorrow anyway. A clear state of mind would facilitate my maths. And bio. And everything else. I mean, when was the last time you completed something you couldn't normally do without a clear state of mind? Either way that'd be plain tyco-ness; screw you.
Shit lah. Time to sleep. Would be rather happy tomorrow. After all, languages can't be mugged for.
-- 1/30/2008 10:12:00 PM