Ooh, Prelim 1.
I seriously wonder why certain Cat High students hate the school so much. I mean, if you hate your own school, you might as well drop dead because your existence isn't appreciated. The school might be a bit shitty at times (like The Final Countdown), but it is still a very fine institution nevertheless. If you didn't do that well for your PSLE, don't whine about how your NY girlfriend is making out with her HCI boyfriend across the bridge, because if Fate decreed you to have lesser brains than others, don't sulk. It's your own fault that you didn't fare that well during PSLE, and you can blame it on your intelligence. Saying that Cat High sucks is tantamount to saying that you're a failure, and I'd gladly agree with you.
Fuck you. If you can only get into a non-IP school, you'd choose one of the Band One schools, right? And if not Cat High, what other choices do you have? Victoria? Anderson? It's your choice, and since you chose to come to Cat High, don't effing whine.
I don't have a problem walking around with my green pants, and I don't see why you should hanker over the brown ones, because that's just stupid.
Which reminds me of yet another one of the stress-inducing program the school has in store for us. Last year, Mr Lee named the common tests as 'Mastery Review', in the hopes of lightening the atmosphere and allowing us to display our mastery for the subject as best as we could, no less. Then now it's named 'Prelim 1'. It's just a common test, or rather, 'Mastery Review', or 'MR'. Why make so much noise? If it's a common test, stop making euphemisms for it. Tests are tests, not testes. No need for this furore over tests.
Which reminds me, I'm not supposed to use the computer from next week on. Or rather, from today till after Prelim 1. It'd make perfect sense for me to jerk off to porn right now, since it'd be a pornless fortnight. And speaking of porn simply reminds me of the shit-eating clips. Talking about shit reminds me yet again of how I shat today, without the need of suicide.
It smelt and felt the same. I'm contented with that.
By the way, just because I'm not using the computer doesn't mean I'm studying. It just means that my handphone battery would be drained.
Besides the computer, I have many ways of entertainment. Meditation (sleep), handphone, sudoku, reading up on random stuff, so on.
This ban is imposed on me by myself. I want to see whether I'd be able to live life without the use of one of Man's greatest inventions--the computer.
I did say I like to challenge myself.
And that reminded me of what I did this afternoon. I went through some...conversations and found that what I said came true. But never mind. At least you got to see my handwriting. Or at least you would if you still frequent my blog.
I am emotional now. Time for the solace only porn can bring.
-- 1/20/2008 11:43:00 PM
