Virtual friends?
Today was rather much of a boring day, and I'm not going to talk about it much.
Anyway, go to this website: www.killwithme.com
Very exciting, it shows just how many selfish people out there in the world.
And I was faced with the prospect of having virtual friends, which you can only see online but not in real life. I really didn't know how to react even though I saw it coming. It's the case where you know the lorry is coming straight at you, but the only reaction you have is to root yourself to the spot, brace yourself for the impact that you can never take, and just stone get feel the speeding rush of death.
Frankly speaking, I don't even know why am I feeling so...never mind. It's almost as if a close relative died, and the only way you can communicate with that person is through dreams. But that's morbid, so never mind. Shall scout for another example.
Like, you can only see that person online, but can never feel that person's presence in the world. Nihilism even when you believe that the world does exist. How can friendship be built based on pixels and MSN?
(Oh wait, I have no friends.)
Wouldn't it be better to have a friend whom you can see, whose presence you can feel? Maybe it's just me.
Certain emotions just can't be expressed through words. No, don't argue with me. Sometimes, words cheapen an expression that would otherwise be perfect, and bring the 'awwwww' sound out from humans who are capable of emotions.
OK I don't have much strength left to type so I'd just type this sentence in order to stop the inertia from building up. I don't want my blog post to stagnate at that point.
OK I forgot what I wanted to say. No, shit, really. Oh yea, Coach Carter.
No, nothing about that show. Shit.
I really forgot. I think the prospect of having a friend locked up behind the net of the inter is too much for me to take. It'd be much acceptable if you have, like, a friend from Japan or something(who happens to be a porn star), but you're contented with just being her online friend. Oh wait. That applies only if you're gay/not lesbian. But if you know that your 'online friend' can be reached with a short bus ride, the question here would be 'Why not?'
ARGH.
Pardon me while I gnaw through my fingers.
No, really. I'm going to do that, and so there won't be a post tomorrow.
Oh wait. CCA tomorrow. Not that we're taking, but we'd be just watching them. Probation shit. I don't know how to deal with this, but I might cry.
-- 4/03/2008 10:40:00 PM
