Eve of POP.
Let me think of an analogy in case anyone gets hurt. I hate it when people waste my time. That's my right, and no one else has the right to waste my time. My time is for me to waste, not you. Screw you if you think that you won't piss me off that way--when I'm pissed off I mightn't show it. OK time for the analogy.
Uh. Let's say that I've been asked by my friend to stay behind to wait for him to finish his work before going home together. And so I stayed behind awhile more, but went to the toilet. When I come back, my 'friend' is gone, because he is 'in a rush'.
Balls to you. If I wasted 1hour plus because of you, you jolly well go home with me. Now I don't have faith in you anymore; fuck off. I always feel like committing suicide after knowing that I've wasted my time on something totally inconsequential, something like YOU.
Never mind. I have better things to do than blog about you, a filler in my life.
Now, about BGRs.
Why do you want a girlfriend? Got money earn not? No right? What's there to gain in an intimate relationship with a female? Sex? Groping? Enjoyable, I guess, but is there more to it?
So why do guys still get girlfriends?
1. Sex. Just bed and dump her. Best if she's a virgin, at least you know that you've taken something very important to her away. Even best if she ends up being your rival's girlfriend or something. Then you can brag to that guy 'Hey I banged your girlfriend before muahahaha!'
2. Show off. 'Oh look, mommy, BLAH has got a girlfriend! I want one too!' Yes, some people actually get girlfriends because they just want to show off. Or be seen on par with the other guys, so as to save face. Their girlfriends would turn out to be trophies, meant to be paraded and shown to the world as their belonging. Sexy.
3. To take care of her. Some people might think 'Aww..so sweet.' But really, screw you. Wake up. Why do lonely people keep pets? Why do animes show that the lonely little kid only has a small dog for company? And why would they eventually take the dog away from that small little girl in the anime, just to create a heart-wrenching sight for you to stimulate your tear glands? When you want to take care of something, it normally means that you can't take care of yourself well. So you'd want to set things right for others, and your 'girlfriend' would therefore become just an avenue for changes you would never see on yourself.
Another thing: taking care of someone automatically elevates your status, and people would see you in a better light when you're just all bullshit.
4. To make her feel loved and happy. Bullshit. Refer to the above. It works the same way too. You're simply building your happiness on other people's happiness. Are you truly happy? Is the motive correct? Are you making someone happy just to make yourself happy? Bullshit, I say.
So why do girls want boyfriends? I'm not sure about this, so I'm going to cook up random shit and pass it off as what goes through a girl's mind when contemplating whether or not to have a boyfriend.
1. To prove that she's hot and desirable enough to have guys falling head over heels for her. So that she'd hear stuff like 'Oh, X is going out with the hottest guy, I think they're meant for each other!' Stuff like that. Not because they want to, but because they can.
2. To be protected. Yea, balls to that. From the above, guys can't even take care of themselves well. Can you expect them to take care and protect you well?
3. I think I ran out of things to say.
So what's your motive in having an intimate relationship with someone you 'like'? Why do you need him/her? Why do you want him/her?
Let's say that XX has a desirable trait in the eyes of XY, which is, say, long hair and a nice personality. So XY wishes to mate with XX due to those desirable traits. And they mated. Now, what if another XX comes along with even better traits? What would XY do? If XY is only hanging out with the XX he mated with because of her traits, naturally XY would go to the second XX. I know this might be a bit confusing, but bear with me; I can't be bothered thinking up new names and all.
If it's just because of something about her, then it's not exactly love, is it? It's more of lust already. Like, 'oh I lust for her nice personality'. Che. Worthless.
The reverse is true. I guess.
So do you really love that someone? Or is it just lust? It's up to you to decide, but do try to understand that this post is produced without much thought. Your choice to lambast me for any fallacy, I'm just putting this disclaimer to egg you on to waste your time, because I don't normally care about such stuff.
Now, about the STOMP! thing. It's about some Cat High NCC Air guy who took pictures after their mud PT session(or during), and posted on his blog. Don't see anything wrong with that. Then, some random person decides that it's not a healthy habit, and so decides to post it on Stomp!, where comments flew in.
I didn't check, but it should be shit like 'They shouldn't be doing this, it's too tough', 'My son is a wimp, I don't know why I sent him to Cat High', 'This is all so damn wrong, this shouldn't continue'. Blah blah blah.
Look at the uniform the NCC people have. I'm talking about the No.4, or the camouflage one. Air also have. It's very much similar to the Army uniform innit? Oh wait, my bad. It is the same. Why leh? To let us experience army life in secondary school. And mud PT is nothing. I enjoy mud PT. If you mothers have wimps for sons, don't send them to an all-boys school, it hurts just watching them struggle with their obvious lack of testosterone.
If your son made a choice, and choose the UGs as a CCA, they should have been prepared. If they choose to join sports, they should also have been prepared for tough trainings.
Just be rational. And I heard that one comment was 'They have the choice not to attend training, or even quit the CCA, but they did not. So why are you people complaining here?' Or something of a similar nature.
POP tomorrow. Will cry. I think. And I starched my uniform. But I don't think that my boots feel like shining, so I didn't polish them.
I didn't want to upload the CHMA videos myself, because that seems very narcissistic of me. But I don't care, because I'm rather much of one myself. So I uploaded them myself, and it can be seen on my PM. Or here, but you'd have to know that this blog exists in the first place:
http://youtube.com/user/raitell
Lower your speaker volumes, because I wasn't trying to sing. Woohoo!
-- 5/15/2008 09:21:00 PM
