O lvl oral = wilt.
I think I screwed up my English oral. As in seriously.
I was dang nervous throughout the course of the day because..I don't know. I just was. I couldn't control myself, it was just trembling away a few hours before I even stepped into the hall. I know that there was nothing for me to lose, and that I have really have nothing to fear.
But the trembling won't stop. Perhaps it's because only the first four of my class would be going in today, and that's according to index number. Dang sad, because I'm the second. After Adarrel. Gah.
Anyway, so I was just feeling bit insecure because I don't have my other friends around. With classmates around, perhaps I'd have felt better because..I don't know, there's a false sense of safety in numbers? And that I'm easily taken in by such delusions?
So I was there with my other friends and we weren't allowed to communicate. Of course we still did, I got to know about Dong Lum's need of the toilet(to clear his nose block), I helped Adarling with a few words(or at least attempted to) and I didn't manage to talk to Bryan(or Brian? I don't exactly read nametags) because he was seated further away from me.
Dang tensed up. And when I went up to see the picture, it was hell. Because the picture was about a group of students crowded around some pulley system and I don't even take physics. Crapped a lot.
And I felt my voice trembling even when I read the passage out. I felt that my voice was dang loud or something, but the worse thing was that it was trembling. FUCK!
Ah well. Can't be helped I guess. And I'd like to bitch about the female examiner.
She was playing with her hair with an indifferent look, almost as if whatever I said wouldn't matter. Of course it wouldn't, but basic respect please. No wait, I don't even want to plead to you. Screw you. So when I wanked just now, I thought about raping her and humiliating her in any way possible, until I realized that she..didn't look too good to wank over. So my boner dropped and I didn't wank.
Disappointing. I needed to release the oxytocin, or C
43H
66N
12O
12S
2 to cheer myself up. It didn't happen though.
I think I didn't notice everyone about my oral O's today. OK now you people know.
Maybe it's just me but I felt that I really didn't do myself justice. But then again maybe it's just me. I hope it's just me thinking too much.
Time for my erotica on wilt. I asked the requester to supply me with names and I got them. I copied a bit from 'Perfect cut':
WILT:
Victor hurried along the long hallway towards his masterbedroom(didn't mean to join them up, seriously). He had finished with their wedding rites, and was ready to have sex with his hot wife Cassandra. He had abstained from all forms of sex throughout his whole life, just to keep himself clean and chaste. He wanted his first time to be with his wife, and naturally he expected that of Cassandra.
He felt weird and sexcited about having sex with Cassandra, probably due to the topic of Sex being a very alien topic. At least to him. After she got rid of her beautiful wedding gown, Victor felt something stir between his legs. How could anyone resist temptation(think about the Magnum commercial)? She was the first naked woman he had ever seen in his entire life, and he was surprised by the biological makeup of a female homo-sapien(that how you spell it?). She stood in full naked glory, and smiled nervously as he eyed her lustily, yet with hesitance as he didn't know how to proceed.
Sensing his uncertainty, Cassandra assured Victor that it's alright, and: 'I'm all yours'. Like an airplane given permission to land(not a very apt description), he stepped out of his..wedding attire(I'm against talking about clothes and all for talking about lack of clothes) and looked at his growing member. Both pairs of eyes were on his meat as he ballooned to monstrous proportions. Cassandra felt moistness between her legs as she wanted it in her, to spew its contents into the deep recesses of her..OK you got the point. (I don't want to say derogatory remarks or use crude names for reproductive organs. I'm nice and I certainly respect females.)
So anyway, she wanted him in her, she wanted him to penetrate her membrane, to let him know that she was his first. And they did just that, with Victor humping her thigh, something most inexperienced guys do. She directed his head into her, and felt as he pushed against his membrane. Victor was glad to find that membrane, because it signified virginity and chastity and all that civilization supposedly stood for. He was glad to be her first. Something to do with moral values and keeping your virginity for your spouse.
She kept moaning stuff like 'Pain..ahh..please don't. Let me get on top, let me control, ahhh', but he was reluctant to get out of her. After all, it felt so good with his head in her. Not the thing between your shoulders lah, you got my point can already. Besides, he wanted to be in control, he wanted blah blah blah blah but he realized that the foreign object in her was causing much distress and that it's best to let her do the job and be in control. Gentlemanly play here.
So she straddle him with her long legs wide apart, and began to work her way down him. Slowly, he gained entry to her womanhood until the same membrane stood its way. Then plop! and it was gone. She sat on him hard and didn't move for awhile. More of couldn't move. Something to do with pain.
After awhile she started moving around, full of him. Yea. Something along those lines. I'm going to skip the details, I think the above was badly done and I think that if I were to go on it'd be even worse.
So after teh(no typos here) sex, he laid there panting. That was his first experience and it was hell tiring. He drifted off to sleep soon after. Something to do with fountaining and fatigue.
Many days after, he found ulcers on a body part he was proud of. He waved it away like magic and after awhile they disappeared. He carried on a healthy sex life with Cassandra without care for whatever ugly warts that appear.
Then he found out that he contracted herpes and that it cannot be cured and that it's a sexually transmitted disease. Since he only had sex with Cassandra, he didn't know where he contracted the disease from. Weird right?
Cassandra shook herself clear of all suspicion with an 'Oh you took my virginity!' She didn't want to tell him that she went for re-suturing because that might jeopardize their marriage and being a selfish piece of shit she didn't want to share her story of how she did it once with Martin, her ex-boyfriend whom she loved deeply.
After the experience, he dumped him because he got what he wanted: virgin blood. And after having drawn first blood, he didn't see a need for her anymore and so he got rid of her.
When Cassandra met Victor, she knew about how he kept himself chaste and pure and sex-less. Naturally she would want to go for re-suturing, to appear as chaste as he was, to make up for her past mistake, or at least give him the impression that he really was her first.
But it all came to naught with this venereal disease. He came to know the truth.
His member wilted.
I kouped this whole thing from 'Perfect Cut' because I thought it was most befitting for the title wilt.
Certain things to note: Guys these days still want their spouses to be their first, even if they aren't theirs. Such is the irony of males. Something to do with ego.
Moral of the story? Sex after marriage, avoids problems, lets your husband feel happy.
If you really want to make your husband feel better or something, don't go for re-suturing, you'd have to live with the guilt of cheating on the man who you would wake up to see every morning of your life till you die. Or get hospitalized. Honesty is the best policy.
Why am I even trying to preach? You people already know. Besides, guys don't face that problem.
-- 8/18/2008 07:30:00 PM
