I saw dead kois today. In some random pond. I think they are kois. I think that's how they're spelt, too.
So yea. Shit happens.
I find it very inconsiderate to kill living things for no reasons. I find the idea of pouring detergent into ponds very disturbing. The fact that someone as sadistic as to kill kois that way exists isn't something to be celebrated.
I was shitting just now(constipation) when I thought about what went through the kois' minds.
K1: What's up with this shit? I'm feeling..sick.
K2: Yea, I'm feeling sick too...let's do it.
K1: NOOOO I'm not referring to that. I mean...I feel faint.
K2: Yea same here. So let's do it before we can't do it anymore.
K1: But..I've never done it before..
K2: So you should do it before you die. Make it a once in a lifetime sexperience.
K1: OK.
Can anyone tell me what's bad about indiscriminate killing of kois?
1) Kois are alive. So are guppies. And tadpoles. But kois are MORE alive because they are more sexpensive. That, we can all agree on. We don't lament over frogs.
2) Kois are alive. They think. So if the above scenario did happen before their deaths, it leads to 2 very sad conclusions.
2)i) They had sex only when they are dying. It's a lot like life, where people don't dare to say what they really feel until they know they are dying. Then it's too late but at least they got it off their chests. Sex works the same way here.
2)ii) Kois don't get orgasms. They do stuff like lay eggs. I pity male kois. But in the case of animals who can orgasmise, I'd find it dang sad if they approached the climax, but didn't manage to finish what they started.
The point here is that it's rude to stop people from their orgasms. You might've heard about men and women getting strokes as they orgasmise. But what you don't know is that it's at least more worth it. You die but you get to orgasm once, compared to dying with an approaching climax?
So I pity the kois.
There are many different forms of vandalism in present society. One is the above. Another is the plain old graffiti, and shitting all over the place, and..I don't know.
I'm very against the spam-kills of living creatures. It's not that I'm pro-life, it's just that I'm a very nice and considerate young man with a healthy mind. I mean, what fun is there to derive from poisoning of fishes?
Kois: Ahh, I'm dying.
Psychopath 1: HAHA YOU'RE DYING!
That doesn't make sense. Compare that with a 'burning cockroach'.
Cockroach: Ahh, I'm burning to death.
Psychopath 2: HAHA YOU'RE BURNING TO DEATH!
Which psychopath is more psychotic, 1 or 2?
I'd say 1. I mean, poisoning of kois is like a rather slow process? And you can't see its pain I think. I've never actually done such a thing, kois are sexpensive. But I burnt cockroaches before, and it wasn't pleasant. Cockroaches stink. Just recalling it sent shivers down my spine. And I'm serious about that shivering.
In the case of psychopath 2, you can actually see the cockroach writhing in pain. So psychopath 2 satisfies the 'sadistic' criteria, except of a higher level of sadisticity(I made this up, duh).
Psychopath 1 doesn't fulfill this, and being sadistic is part of human nature. Therefore Psychopath 1 is really psychotic.
You're not funny if you were trying to be. If you were trying to show off to the world how inconsiderate you are towards other life forms and to show how much of a bastard you are, you've already proven your point. Thanks for showing me the extremity of human psychology.
I bought a new Iron Man. His hand is in a wanking position, and he's rather much of a bundle of joy. He..performed some very interesting sexual acts, and I think I'd post pictures tomorrow.
HAHA.
OK so there are times when one would feel snubbed. For no obvious reasons. I shan't beat about the bush, simply because I feel that it is a very bullshitty thing and that there's no point in trying to even conceal anything.
So I offered to attempt to help with some maths questions, even though I know that I'm not exactly a distinction student in that subject. Heck, I just wanted to extend my gesture of goodwill. You know, the brother-brother mentality. But instead I got snubbed with a 'You wouldn't be in your school if you knew how to do my math questions.'
I..don't even want to bother trying to defend my school's academical standards. Instead, I'd let you live in your delusion that your school is the best, that you can do whatever you want and snub other peoples' goodwill, just to build up your ego.
I'd just add this: Just because a random person from a supposed elite school doesn't know how to do a question in any other subject doesn't mean that people from other schools can't.
But like I said, if that makes you a happier person then do it lor.
Enough said. It's fucked up and I don't even have the heart to elaborate further.
Tomorrow, or rather later, is the graduating ceremony. I won't say for sure whether I'd suffer a form of emotional breakdown or not, but I'm proud to be a part of Cat High as my school, even though Cat High may not be proud of me as a student(for obvious reasons). Whichever the case, I won't classify any derogatory remarks or jokes about my school's academic standards as 'humour'.
You can suan about the nonya kueh-like uniform we have though. Fine by me.
And regarding the ceremony...well let's just say that tomorrow would be a long day. After the lunch, we'd have to camp somewhere till dinner, and that says a lot. It sure sounds like a day to blog about.
I hope I'd have fun with my class 4-7. One last time.
