UPDATE: Someone date me out please. I'm selling myself.
I'm sure everyone has his/her fair share of pickiness in food. I, for one, don't like garlic.
Yet the dish wouldn't taste the same without garlic. I mean, it wouldn't be as nice. That's for sure.
Yet I seriously hate the feel of garlic in my mouth. I always feel like puking if I were to bite one. That's not good.
I think everyone spotted the dilemma.
I want the fragrance of garlic in the dish, but I don't want the garlic there itself.
But humans can hardly get the best of both worlds.
Like, in a search for the best soul mate, one states prerequisites like intelligence, character, no body odour, understanding, good looks, hot body, subservience, faithfulness, good Sexxxxxxxxxxxxxx, and the like.
Not that I look for all those, but that those are common needs/wants by modern men and women alike. Heh. Who doesn't mind the above anyway? I was referring to the last point, but never mind, I'm digressing.
Point is, you wouldn't go out with someone who has body odour, even if he/she is like the best person you can get as you life partner. Unless you got flu. But again, that's not the point. Geez I keep digressing. The point is, there's always something desirable in everyone, and something desirable lacking in that same person.
People are only interested in finding out someone's flaws, and if they can't(like in my case because I'm perfect), they ostracise! Sobs, that's why everyone keeps attacking me in class )':
Besides finding out someone's flaws, they seek out the desirable traits and proclaims wishes for stuff like 'If only his X-trait would be given to Y-person, that'd make the best combination ever.' When one watches the magic box(for the wols, read: TV), they'd like 'Whoa she chio! But mouth too big, give the other actress. she needs a bigger mouth' kind of comment. Harmless, because it's human nature to do so.
Or the 'No lah her boobs too big, change with the other one, then proportion good.' But no one complains about boobs being too big.
Either way, everyone has something to get suan-ed about. Everyone only bothers about attacking others to preserve their dignity of some sort or something. Like, haha he got something bad and I don't have it so I'm superior.
Realize I hardly attack anyone? That's because I'm a perfect person and have no insecurities of any sort.
OK I really don't know what I was trying to say. I guess I should attribute that to too much O's. Yea, sounds like a good enough excuse.
Aiya fuck it, moral of the story is that human nature is flawed, but part of life, and that we should live with it and not bother changing it because even if we defy nature, there's no point as there is no concerted effort to do so. You don't see organizations shouting 'PLEASE DEFY NATURE!' Some things just don't happen on Earth.
Oh and the 'Be the change you want to see' bullshit. It just doesn't happen.
Bleh.
Here's a song: 太聰明
Just random. Bleh.
I've been using this lately: =/
Can you see the wry and wistful smile playing at the...face's lips?
To me, it is an expression of helplessness, the kind of which isn't brought about by pessimism. It's like the 'you have a hero against 40 clubswingers and you know that your hero would die but you can't do anything to help your pixels' kind.
I think I got quite a bit of pride in me, and I don't like begging for stuff to happen or rely on others too much. That's what I think lah, but I'm quite sure that things in the future would humble me more. Like in Travian, there are the greater powers. Big fish eat small fish, small fish eat shit kind of food chain. Then if the small fish gets to become big, it becomes a big fish(duh) and goes around eating small fishes. The cycle of life continues.
If you're a small fish and you're under the threat of a big fish, what can you do? Remain proud and get raped, or bow your head to the superior power?
Some people say that games are pointless, blah blah blah. But it does teach stuff and put certain iFeas in perspective. In school, we can always afford to be the proud people we are, but there are no actual human rights in the actual world.
It's always the same foodchain, big fish > small fish > shit.
If you have a fetish for arrows: shit---> small fish---> big fish.
Bleargh. Still sore. And so many people don't take Bio. Everyone partying. OK lah I'm not exactly studying either, but that's not the point. The point is that I can't officially party yet. Che. That's a chore.
And I can't perform my special tomorrow. Sore. Sore all over.
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