Job. Joooobbbb.
I know my Runescape training would screw up. A lot. I wanted to like chiong a lot and get 99def for fun, but I think I'm denying myself of that fun.
Why did I choose to go find a job?
Definitely not for the money, but to spend time away from the computer. I know enough about my self-discipline to know that it won't hold. I don't want to hit headlines: Boy gets killed by mother for wasting too much electricity.
I know you aren't laughing because it was cold. I find it that way too.
Let's move on.
That's my primary concern lah because I can't live with the guilt of wasting the finite resources on Earth. I am a greeeeeen man. More yellow than green but I'm colour-blind anyway. Not that that has a link with my green-ness.
Uh. OK so my very reason to go out is rendered invalid because my sister uses instead =.=
She uses it to watch videos on Mayday and stuff like that. Normally, I'd be playing Runescape while she watches her video, because we got quite a huge monitor. That's being energy-saving. But if she uses it alone, she can't possibly watch 2 videos at a time right?
Sigh, I'm wasting electricity.
Anyway, the work is boring. I guess all would be. I'd be a changed man soon enough, becoming anti-KFC and Singtel pre-paid cards. Rawr.
FFFFFF! I just lost like 11 clubswingers and 2 paladins. Effing pain. Bleh. Enemy lost like 14 legionnaires though. I'm going to zam again. Good experience for my hero anyway. Bleh. Wahlau heart pain for my paladins lah. Tskk.
I don't think I seem like the sort to work. I wanted to stay at home 24/7, too. Y'know, become a mansion man and stuff like that. Gah.
I think I'm going to die soon. I'm surviving with only 3hours of sleep everyday. More or less 3hours. I make stupid promises and I stupidly honour them even if my staying up late is pointless.
Gah. Sleepy like shit. I managed to fall asleep on the bus while standing. The previous time I achieved the sleep-while-you-stand level was on the MRT home from a 5d4n camp. I guess this says a lot about my unhealthy sleeping hours and duration.
When I don't get enough sleep, I go keesiao. I can flare up easily and/or do crazy stuff.
I should type a seriously long email and go to sleep after that. Shit lah I'm blabbering. I'm incoherent. I'm dying. Lack of sleep. Work = wake up early. I sleep late. I can only sleep late. So I sleep less. And when that happens I get the above condition: lack of sleep.
How am I supposed to preserve my sanity?
-- 11/18/2008 08:49:00 PM
