Now, on Server4 of travian, we are in the endgame now. The endgame sounds very hiong:
Enough said, I shouldn't bring in Travian to my blog, too. Just read if you've got the time to.
People always says stuff for a reason. For example, I wouldn't go talk to someone without a reason to. Humans are lazy pieces of shit, and won't do anything if they don't benefit from or feel good about it.
Every word is uttered/typed for a reason--to bring across a point. So yea, I don't really know what'm I trying to say now. Consider the case below:
There was a newspaper article I read years back about an experiment on a teacher's influence over students.
They gathered like 100 students who were not so academically brilliant, and told a university professor that they were good/geniuses. Then, they gathered 100 students who were geniuses and told the same professor that they were not so academically brilliant.
When the results came out, the students who were treated as geniuses by the professor did better than the supposed real geniuses themselves.
Moral of the story? Treat the students like as if they are clever, and they would show the results.
Perhaps I messed up some of the details, because I don't remember that much about an article from such a long time back, but I remember that it has a name. Like 'Stockholm syndrome', it is 'something effect', though the something is something I can't remember. Hooops.
So what point was I trying to bring across? That teachers should teach us as if we were geniuses. In my case, they should acknowledge my intelligence and treat me fittingly.
Is there really a difference between RIJC and AJC? Yes, the name, the infrastructure, and perhaps the student quality. I don't find myself inferior to them in any other aspects other than academically, I think I'm rather proud to be in AJC, too. So why are the teachers trying to teach us that there's a difference between the top JCs and AJC?
I don't remember Mr. Lee Hak Boon doing that to us--in fact, he has always been proud of being the principal of Catholic High, and urges students to be socially confident. I remember him telling us about how he once saw a Cat High student shying away from an RI student, and how..weird he felt, because he doesn't think that there's a need to be 'shying away' from the supposed 'better schools'.
He treated us as gentlemen, and he treated us as intelligent students of our own right. Perhaps this is why we can do/did well academically.
I still don't like the ideas of having too many ponds though. But the results shows that we didn't do shabbily under his rule, so I can't understand why some people hate him so much.
So yea, I think that AJ should probably treat us as clever people, and the teachers should stop denying our intelligence and possible academic brilliance. It really dulls our senses. It's not motivational. It's stupid. Please stop that.
'Oh these questions are tough for you, no doubt. But it's PEANUTS to those RJ people!'
Nothing to say already, win liao.
I'm getting to dislike bio. Simply because of the workload, and the fact that Mr. Ong hounds us for homework, and that I'm a slacker and I'm barely surviving.
But it's still quite enjoyable/amusing/disturbing to hear people quarrelling about how they are not muggers.
BK: Ah it's the XXXXXXX(I forgot the term already).
BK: It's in the notes lahh..
JQ: It's not in the notes. I read it 4 times already.
BK: It's in the annex.
Quite amusing how muggers sling mud at each other, and don't like being called what they are.
Also, they have weird facial expressions whenever Mr. Ong praises RJ students for being more competent than us: They go angry, and their faces contort with mock-rage, and they utter stuff like 'Beat those bastards!!!111!!!'
I didn't know how to react. I mean, I have friends in those elite JCs, and I don't really go anti-elite-JCs, nor do I go like 'KILL THOSE BASTARDS!!!!!!!!', because I think of them as poor students trapped in this vicious cycle of study too. We're all being tortured, so why bother with such stupid competitions?
As I mentioned, I like taking pride in the things that I do, be it in games or academically.
But if I keep getting watered down by my teachers, I'd find it hard to be proud to be in AJC.
Seriously, although you might not be reading this, stop it.
Sometimes I don't know what I'm jealous about.
You might not be able to see it, it might be too small to be seen, but it's about a male and female humping on the track. The guy has to hump with enough force to jerk the woman back more. That'd effectively smash his balls against her walls, fulfilling the 'balls to the walls' saying, but that's an entirely different story altogether.
So this sexercise should be up for the next Olympics, because it's a cool sport. It trains the jewels of a man to be hardy.
These days, I've been fairly active on Facebook. I think it's quite weird that everyone is taking some sort of personality test on Facebook. Or some sort of quiz. Or making some sort of note, which they tag others to do.
Out of all these people, many, if not most, of them are the ones whining about having no time to game, no time for other leisure stuff.
I don't understand how they can say these stuff so unabashedly. I mean, like, you have time for facebook but no time for games?
Does this mean that facebook > games?
NO! How can this be? Definition of games = Runescape and/or Travian. And as far as I'm concerned, facebook <>
Education is screwing up students' preferences of online activities. This is unhealthy.
And I have something against personality tests. OK, you've taken your personality tests, now do me a favour and shut up about it. I don't want to know that you have a soft side to you, and I know that you're intelligent, so keep it to yourself/take it and shove it up your ass. What's the point in showing off your personality?
'Your personality: You are a blah blah blah. People around you like you. Blah blah blah. You are well-liked. Blahbahahabah. You would make a good lover. Blahblahblhjahdlbbg. -ends off with some profound advice-'
Big deal. If you're well-liked, you would already know, and won't need a personality test to confirm your EQ.
I can't say that I have no respect for people who take all sorts of personality tests to random quizzes--after all, a lot of my friends to that, and it can be quite interesting to know 'which anime character are you?'
But I ran out of steam because the questions asked to determine 'which anime character are you' are stupid. And the fact remains that I am a human, not an anime character, and that I have a life completely independent of the anime characters.
Please, just stop telling me what your personality is. Fun stuff like 'Are you a potential serial rapist?' and the like would be much appreciated though. I remember doing an IQ test on Facebook and I simply scrolled down to the end of the page and submitted the quiz. I got a 69 for that, and I like that number. Not complaining (;
What do you hope to achieve by showing off your IQ(which may not even be accurate, seeing as it's from Facebook)? 'Oh, look, I'm cleverer than you (;'
I think that such tests are to make up for low self-confidence in real life(referring to the IQ one). 'I feel stupid, but taking this test and proving that I have a higher IQ than most of my friends makes me feel better.' Which brings me to the conclusion that such people are self-delusional, and although they don't need to die, they won't live very fruitful lives.
And what do you hope to achieve by showing off your personality?
'Oh actually I'm young at heart.'
'Actually I'm a nice guy, not a serial rapist.'
'I'm not as horny as I seem to be :c'
Big deal(do). No one cares. Take your test and shove it.
Well this is a better post on personality tests:
Dang funny I tells you.
That's it, I'm going back to my escapism policy.
-- 3/26/2009 08:20:00 PM
Hot Sex with Evosquall pl0x.
I don't really think there's a point in taking pictures. No, let me rephrase--I don't think there's any point in taking pictures.
Pictures are taken for the sake of memory, right? I mean, let's say I go out with a group of friends, and many years later, I look back at this picture, and I recall that group of friends, and I'd smile.
But I think that being 1/5 through my life, I've already accumulated loadsa sexperiences and memories. Is there really a need to have an entire storeroom dedicated to my past sexploits?
Some memories would be forgotten with the passing of time. Some won't. If I need to sit down some day in the distant future just to sift through evidences of the past for some shred of memory of them, I'd be inclined to think that those memories aren't as significant as they seem to be.
There are people who walk into your life and leave an impression on you so profound that there's no need for pictures for you to remember that person. It may just be a few seconds, a small little favour that person did that makes you remember him/her.
Similarly, there are people whom you take pictures with, who were your friends, but years after taking pictures with them, you don't know who the hell are they.
I quote by 一颗苹果 Mayday:
有些人经过我身旁
住在我脑中
在我心里钻洞
有些人变成相片
堆在角落
灰尘像雪一般冰冻
So what's the point in taking pictures, when everyone is taking pictures and you accumulate gigabytes after gigabytes of them? If you don't take them out and refresh your memory, there won't be much of 'memories' left. And in this current fast-paced society, no one has time to walk to appreciate the flowers by the road. Which misses the whole point in life, but not many people actually know that there's even a 'point' in the first place.
Not making much sense here. I'm just against doing things which I don't see a point in.
OK lah it's fun and it's something everyone does when everyone is together, but there's no real need to do it so actively, right? Sorry, my bad, rephrase--there's no need to do it, right?
Yet peoples' needs and wants can be vastly different. For sexample, some live to eat but others eat to live. Some live to sex, while others sex to live.
Whoa no link.
I think I just don't like the idea of being remembered only by a photograph, a picture. Still images aren't enough to bring out the life in me. It's quite sad to only be remembered when someone goes through old pictures in the computer and find someone looking familiar, then spend a long time trying to recall 'Whoa who's this piece of shit??!!111!!!' before arriving at the conclusion that since he wasn't important enough to be recalled he probably isn't significant enough to re-enter his/her life.
If so, pictures become more of an insult to a person, right? OK maybe I'm overthinking.
OK there really isn't much of a point in this post. I'm not thinking properly yanymore. There you go evo, updated. Now time for some hot Sex with me eh (:
-- 3/24/2009 10:44:00 PM
Sex--solution to almost everything.
Oh yea I forgot to add that I watched a bit of TV on Tuesday, the show at the 5.30-6.30PM timeslot.
I've always told myself not to watch it, because there's no point. It's a stupid show, with many actors from HK and China. Not that the actors and actresses are stupid.
Anyway, it's about dancing. And dancing. And dancing. And dancing. And dancing. That's what I gathered from watching half an episode. Then I fell asleep. No, seriously, I fell asleep, I'm not just writing it for the sake of sexaggeration.
I'm cockeyed towards works of art(unless it has something to do with nudity), so I catch no ball, nor do I wish to catch any balls.
So anyway, I was trying to eat dinner while watching/trying not to watch this show, and it was a build-up to the climax, where the female protagonist is about to discover her crush and his lover in the freezer. The kind that stores stuff at subzero temperatures I presume. I didn't watch the front part so I don't know.
The crush's lover was prancing around being a total dork, and when asked 'what are you doing?' by the rather slow male, the girl replied by saying something along the lines of keeping warm.
Then the girl ran out of energy and started freezing, and the guy was like all over her trying to keep her warm.
Then the female protagonist finds them in the freezer, all over each other and lip-locked to each other.
Then the episode ends, and the screen pauses, like as if every audience appreciates Jeanette Aw's facial features.
Nothing to say.
So I was sitting down there wolfing down my dinner because I wanted to go hide somewhere from mediacorp's fiascos when I thought: What would I do if I were in that situation?
Like, if I were locked like that with no help in sight.
After much consideration(yes what I'm going to say was actually processed by my brain), I decided that I would have sex with the girl.
Why?
1) The girl is freezing. She needs warmth. Sex heats people up. She warms up and becomes a happier woman. I would become a happier man, too.
2) It might be her first time having sex. I'm quite sure she doesn't want to die a virgin. Not that she has any choice; she's too weak to resist anyway. Then she'd heat up due to sex, and the point elaborated(not that it was much elaborated on) on 1) would sustain her life.
If she's not a virgin, well, just do it anyway. It might be my last time :c
Yep, I think those are very valid reasons.
Talking about freezing reminds me of flu. In almost every show, the males always find their way to their beloved's home when he/she(depending on what kinds of show you watch) is sick, and cooks porridge for him/her.
I will master the art of cooking porridge(not that taste is a problem--people with flu can't taste well anyway).
But more importantly, I have a very unique remedy for flu. If you have it while you have flu, the effects of flu would be cancelled. Then you would be one happy man/woman.
Quivering in anticipation for the answer?
It is...
Sex.
-- 3/18/2009 11:48:00 AM
Independence.
I was at my grandma's house just now, watching my cousin play Maplestory. Not sure about why it's a story(I couldn't see a story, or maybe I was cockeyed), but that's beside the point. My cousin's character name was some Mrindenpent or something.
I'm thinking that he was trying to spell independent, but I think I can understand if he spelt it as 'independant'. I mean, I could screw that up, too. But indenpent is a bit..
Oh well.
Back to the topic.
So I was sitting there watching him kill stumps of wood when I started thinking about how teenagers always talk about 'freedom' and 'independence' as if it's their basic human rights, and not a prerogative that they are so often deprived of.
'I got curfew.'
'Mother say I must study if not cannot play computer.'
'Mother say I cannot play computer because I played too long.'
I think we can all agree that with independence comes freedom. For example, if I have money, I won't have to work for a boss. If I don't have to be an employee, I have more free(sex) time, thus fulfilling my 'freedom' rights.
But how many people actually get to be 'independent'? In life, there are many shackles binding us. Take for example, me. I have school, I have to go to school, I have to do my homework, I have to blah blah blah.
Even in my free-time, I am bound to stuff like 'I have to be online at XX:XXhrs to set this stuff building/send troops to somewhere.
I think that this kills the freedom.
But I think I'm deviating from the topic. I was talking about independence and its influence on freedom of a human.
So if there's no 'independence', there's no 'freedom'.
So is there 'independence'?
I think not.
For teenagers, we have no financial capabilities. We can't even feed ourselves, or at least most of us can't. Or at least, I can't. The terms for 'independence' can't be fulfilled here then.
This is the definition of independence from dictionary.com:
2. freedom from the control, influence, support, aid, or the like of, of others.
To achieve independence, you need all the above criteria. For teenagers like us, it's not possible. We need to eat. Where do we get our food? Our parents/maids cook them. If not, we eat out. And where do you get the money to eat out? From parents. So you are, in a way, bound to your parents.
And if you're bound to your parents, you have no freedom.
It just isn't possible to achieve freedom without independence. If I were to live under someone else's roof, I am a guest. I am dependent on the host's hospitality, like, if they don't want to keep me there, I can't. If they don't allow me to use the toilet, I can't. If they don't want me to keep my private parts to myself, I can't. Unless I leave their house and stop being a guest.
And if I were to leave the house, where can I stay?
Same rule applies to the relationship we have with our parents. We live off them, we live with them, we listen to them. Simple.
Therefore, independence is a term that can never be fulfilled.
Let's talk about 'influence', dictionary.com once again:
1. The capacity or power of persons or things to be a compelling force on or produce effects on the actions, behavior, opinions, etc., of others: He used family influence to get the contract.
From this, there's nobody who can truly claim that he/she is independent. Everyone is under the influence of everyone else. Every corporation, every country, everything is influenced by the things around them.
So there's no such thing as an independent country. Independent would simply translate as 'isolated'.
What everyone should work for would be 'interdependent'.
The term 'independent' is impossible; the criteria for it cannot be met by anybody or anything of this world.
I think that most people catch no ball on what I'm trying to compare. First, I talked about my cousin(P5, 9years old, as of this writing). Then I talked about teenagers, who are always raring about 'freedom', 'independence', and then I talked about me(always raring about 'sex'). OK I admit that I didn't talk about myself and 'sex', but I thought that was fairly obvious.
So anyway, the conclusion is that teenagers aren't sexactly as matured as they should be, unlike me, who is always concerned with the future generation, procreation, and copulating.
Why are teenagers and children the same? Why do they wish for the same stuff? I cannot stand this.
OK lah to be fair most people want those stuff. It's just that those are impossible to achieve. Humans are troublesome creatures.
My sister is a gambler. She started fulfilling her patriotic duty of paying tax voluntary via Singapore Pools at the tender age of 18. She noted all her betting expenditures, and her gains.
It's been nearly 2 years since she started betting. So far, she has won about twice. Rather big ones, too. Like, 200 bucks each time. So she bathically earnt 400bucks.
However, the 400bucks + some smaller wins did not make up for the losses throughout these 2 years.
What does this mean?
Singapore Pools is out to suck your money. Don't bother with it.
Betting is meant for rich people. My cousin watches football with his father, and his father's brothers/friends, and they bet by the hundreds. Even if they lose, it's OK, and if they win, it's nothing much either. For them, betting is just another form of entertainment.
For the middle-class people, betting is 'buying hope'.
For the poorer people, I don't think they actually bet that much. But if they do, it's probably their job.
No one would do a business that only loses money. Only stupid people do that. Casinos are not run by stupid people.
-- 3/17/2009 11:28:00 PM
Piece of whale shit.
"I dreamt about you last night, and i fell out of bed twice....you can...pin and mount me..like a butterfly....but, take me to the haven of your bed...was something you never said....two lumps please...you're the bees' knees...but so am i...."
My sis was musing about whale shit and how it looks like, and she actually went to search on google for it.
Here are the interesting results:
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=slow%20as%20whale%20shit
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=whale%20shit
That's just an appetizer. Though it might achieve the reverse effect of whetting one's appetite.
Uh. Well, most of you people who watch TV might know about some stuff about 'Celebrating women', or something along those lines, and the advertisement starts off with how men can't live without women, and the various responsibilities of women and how they give the world colour.
I can only think of myself being a colour wolf in the eyes of women, and the ups and downs in life of the effects of women.
I do agree that life would be much duller without women around. I mean, without women, there won't be any cat fights. And males always need someone to clean up their mess, because women are good for cooking, cleaning, and *******.
Which is why I understand the importance of women in the society. And household.
What I don't understand is that why isn't there a day to celebrate men? I mean, without men, there'd be less things for women to fight for. There'd be less sexperiences for a woman to gain. I mean, men are there to complete the whole of women, right?
Yea OK that about just made sense.
Why is the media so sexist?
It's quite fun to pose as a girl though. I'm acting as a girl in a random chat, and the guys there are all giving me their special, undivided attention. It's fun, when they get all suspicious and think that you're a male and you type so much like a female that you erode their suspicions. I'm glad I have this ability (;
Which is why women are important. Because they set people thinking. Like me, I set people thinking whether I'm a male or a female. I'm a female by the way.
OK now that didn't make much sense. I want to sleep.
Once again, I don't have much to blog about. I'm just sleepy, and don't have anything I'd like to get off my chest.
Oh yea, YJC's annual values day(or funfair) was fun. I nippilized people, and the recipients reciprocated with an on-the-spot taupok. And the school compound is like much bigger than AJ's.
I think I'm getting bit weird, I was like stoning for a long time without anyone accompanying me, and I was watching the performances by the talentime people, all of whom I don't know except for Kaisheng's one. I was just stoning there and watching and listening. Just like that. Bit mad. Might be the angel's fault =\
Ah, speaking of performances reminds me of the beat-boxer. I don't like beatbox. I don't see what's so appealing/cool about it. OK, you gave the microphone a great blow job...
so?
Big deal(do). So you can make weird noises with your mouth. So can I. I think I give great blowjobs, too. I think that beatboxing can be quite a challenging thing to learn, but if you're learning for all the wrong reasons(like, for a blowjob), then I..have nothing good to say about this. Also, I think that it's commonly associated with guys who love attracting attention, and who wants nothing more than sexual relationships with women. OK once again I'm not making sense here because I can barely see or think through what I'm writing, and I don't really care about what beatboxers have to say about what I have to say about them because I think they don't really care about what opinions others have of them. Which basically means that I can live detesting them for what they are while they carry on being what they are because they don't care about how morally degraded I think they are. After all, who cares about what a 16year old has to say about beatboxers?
Ahahaha OK I'm just typing whatever crap comes to my mind now.
I remember having a very impactful statement(not that my previous statements were not impactful, but that this one is dang powerful and orgasmic, but I forgot so it's OK. It's a sign from above that I should go sleep now, and that I should stop being so intelligent and genius-itic.
Ah forget it, I'm off from blogging.
Holidays = scam.
-- 3/12/2009 09:57:00 PM
3 S-es.
I came up with this while I was shitting. Or doing something else more constructive than that, I'm not sure what.
There are 3 S-es humans can never get enough of.
1) Sleep.
2) Sex.
3) $
I think I make perfect sense. Speaking of money reminds me of Perfect Cut 2. Never mind.
Have been neglecting my blog for a long time. I don't know why either, but I don't have the strength to blog. It's not like school is that taxing(I still have time for travian and Runescape at the cost of not doing all my tutorials), but that there's always someone on my mind.
She's like an angel. But I should probably stop blogging about her, just in case she gets to read this and infers that I'm referring to her. I don't want her to feel disturbed =\
And that's not helping.
I was on youtube just now. Wanted to find some information(and it says a lot when you're trying to fish for information on youtube), and so I was at the homepage, signed into Raitell, when they recommended some videos for me, using the genre of videos I generally watch.
I like classics. As in seriously, I do.
Life's fun. But there's nothing much to blog about.
Which reminds me of Perfect Cut 2. Ever wondered why I always go offline at 10PM these days? OK I know you didn't, but it's because I watch TV. Yes, the magic box. I hardly get myself engrossed in TV drama serials, because there's no point. I mean, I don't really think that I should bother spending time on shows when I could do something much more constructive and meaningful, like earning the last 15K EXP for my 99strength in Runescape. I mean, the EXP stays(in the virtual world, but it still stays), rather than watching some TV program, wasting your time in front of that box, and forgetting what you watched days later.
So if I were to stop playing the computer for a drama serial, it's most probably a good one.
Wahhhhh tomorrow have to stay in school to do sewing ((((((((((:
I don't know why but I'm not averse to that idea ahahaha.
-- 3/07/2009 11:06:00 PM
Fengshui. Recession will hit hard.
My sister had a project on Fengshui, and she learnt(and shared) that the Merlion is placed where it is to boost Singapore's economy.
As all of you probably already know(provided you watch news), the Merlion got struck by lightning, and things dropped off. Its ears or something. And stuff. Not sure.
Singapore's economy die liao.
I realized that I haven't blogged in quite a while(again). Blame Naruto, but I can't blame it for long now that I've finished reading the 437 chapters in a week. I'm zai.
The past week has been rather disturbing. A lot of work, and a lot of undone work. And the news on the 15year old boy having sex with his 32 year old teacher turned me on.
I'd love to have a teacher as a girlfriend, and have sex with her without worrying about making her pregnant, because it's not illegal to have sex with a female above the age of 16.
Which is why I don't understand how the 15-year old boy doesn't get any form of punishment. I think he gets to go for some counselling. And that's about it. I mean, if I were the boy, I'd be thinking along the lines of 'Fuck yes, I got to have kinky sex with my cher, and now I'm getting counselled by a chiobu.' Provided the counsellor is a female. But I think that he's 'getting off' the hook too easily lor.
It takes 2 hands to clap. If he didn't get erect, his cher wouldn't be able to have sex with him. If he got erect, then it's consensual, and the woman shouldn't be punished.
Besides, women are supposedly the weaker sex, right? So they shouldn't get punished while pleasuring/getting pleasured by men, no matter the age.
At 15, the boy should already know what's wrong, what's not, and if he chose to have a girlfriend and have sex with her, he should be able to let go. The cher only turned in because the horny piece of shit threatened her safety when she initiated the break-up(or so she said).
If so, then the boy sort of blackmailed her, right? So why is he only getting counselled? He should be hanged.
Anyway I can't really organize my thoughts anymore. Bit dulled by reading Naruto nearly 24/7 =.=
Moral of story? The law is..a bit weird. The boy should be hanged.
He isn't the only one who sexperienced emotional trauma.
By the way, the numbers just keep falling. The younger the perpetrator is, the more morally superior the country is. Judging by that, Singapore is morally degraded.
Singapore: 15year old boy who had sex with his teacher.
Britain: 13 year old boy = father.
Some random place: 11year old kid who killed his step-siblings for pocket money.
See? We are so noob.
Which reminds me of an argument I had with someone regarding which gender gets to enjoy sex more. OK actually it's just me being random, don't try to find a link if you were making that valiant attempt to.
I remember Joshua telling me about the digging nose joke. Can't remember much, but oh well:
Boy: Pa, who enjoys sex more, males or females?
Father: When you dig your nose, does your finger feel contented or the nose?
Boy: The nose.
Father: There you have it.
Boy: If so, then girls would like to have sex more?
Father: Yes.
Boy: So why don't girls enjoy being raped?
Father: Imagine if some random guy pulls you to a dark alley and starts digging your nose. Would you like that?
Boy: Oh. I get it.
I can't remember the full thing =.=
OK, I don't really know what else to say already. My posts are getting shorter, but I think it's alright as long as it's not my dick getting shorter.
-- 3/01/2009 02:54:00 PM