P5 camp 09
It is very wrong for a guy to stare into your butt as you walk, or do cheers, or just basically be in a position which exposes your back of your pants. And I do very wrong stuff at times without the intention to be wrong, but it's something that can't be helped.
Or maybe it could be, but it's not prioritized, which is why it still isn't 'helped'.
Went for P5 camp. I won't talk about how screwed up the kids and certain fellow facilitators were, but sentry duty was fun.
The teachers opened up the computer lab for the senior facilitators to play CS/do homework. So we all didn't get too much sleep, but we still functioned properly because we are senior facilitators.
And that's about how interesting it was. I really didn't do much, being in Saikhang Academy and that's about it. Running around here and there, trying to get junior facilitators to move, prep talks, stuff like that. =\
We've got to train new blood, because I expire next year. After J2 is NS, and it's weird to come back. It's like..weird. NCC Land makes us faint(pass out), so we should fade out here too. But there's no planning stages for us to 'step down' and 'pass on'.
I regret not joining when I was sec1/2. But on hindsight, even if I did, I won't know what to do when I'm in sec1. The sec1 facils are like..well let's just say they haven't unleashed their full potential and I can only hope that their potential is boundless.
I still get a bit depressed when I think about it. It's like we're growing up and we know that we are growing up and that we know that there are things we cannot do when we grow up because we're too senior for that.
If only we didn't have to expire. But that's wishful thinking, and I don't think I'd want to go back as a PE teacher just to run a P5 camp. I'm always a bit sad when camps end because it's the end of an experience, and whether good or bad it's still a memorable one because camps are meant to be memorable. And so are the experiences that comes along with camps.
But yea, one has to move on. I know it's impossible for us to keep staying and hogging up the place because yea, we'd just keep hogging and that is not good for obvious reasons. As mentioned, one has to move on.
But it's quite painful if you know that you're moving on. It's like you know when you are going to die. It is a bit weird to say the least. And definitely not healthy.
I can never say that I've done a good job for a camp, not because I didn't do well or participate enough, but because I know a lot of things could've been done better, and that I hardly judge my own performance myself.
Which is why I don't mark my homework myself.
But yea, this time was just saikhang all the way and I know no one really cares about my role in camps, much less P5 camps. :c
I don't know how to end off this rather meaningless post. So yea.
And when I don't know how to end stuff off, I throw youtube links.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3x4HvXTyGQ
But nothing ever happens;
and I wonder.
-- 6/03/2009 08:48:00 PM
