L4D2 is too addictive.
Am I the only one who feels thoroughly slighted? I can't help but feel that way. I don't really give a shit about overseas programs, because I'm never really bothered about going overseas because I'm a lazy ass and I like to sleep at home instead of going to rural areas and slogging my guts off to build a library for less-privileged kids in less-developed countries.
Yes, call me selfish, call me a Singaporean.
But that's not the point, I'm talking about how I'm feeling slighted. I don't remember such programs being limited to only people who are the 'elites'. I get this feeling that in other places they get to go to such overseas trips by class. Like, one entire class gets to go together.
There's no such concerted effort made.
I hate this feeling of being slighted, it's damaging to my pride. I may not look like it, being lazy and...lazy, but I do have a huge ego. I don't need to exercise the option, BUT I WANT IT TO BE THERE.
But I'm just being very biased here because I don't even know how it works--I never bothered to check because I couldn't be bothered.
It's just that seeing other people insanely happy, having nice, unforgettable memories, just makes me jealous and envy is a scary thing.
Talking about unforgettable memories reminds me of the Unforgettable date with Wang Shi Xian at Chinatown point at 2PM on Sunday. It's really refreshing to chase an 'idol' around thrice your age and when you have a huge age gap with most of his other fans. You never get to experience this often, because you don't normally chase after idols who are that old, or who are Hokkien singers.
You're probably busy catching concerts by classical people or by English rock bands/bands in general, because English pwns.
So yea. I even got a poster and his signature to prove that I 'been there done that'.
And now talking about 'been there done that' reminds me of status updates. OK, there's actually no link but I'm trying to fake one out, so let's take it as there's one. So, status updates on Facebook. It's really irritating, not to mention pointless though I just mentioned it, that 'X became a fan of Y'.
It's definitely OK to join groups, or become a fan of something, but there's no real point in doing that to state something right? Soon, you'd see that you're a fan of so many things that you get blur just trying to count the number of groups you're in.
Stop stating the obvious, we get it. Or at least I do, not sure about the general population since most people are dumb. But becoming a fan of 2012 before the movie is even released is dumb. Becoming a fan of it after it's released but you haven't watched it is also dumb. Becoming a fan of it after watching it is dumbest, BECAUSE WHAT'S THE POINT IN BECOMING A FAN OF A MOVIE AFTER YOU'VE WATCHED IT? Watch again? Or what, just trying to say 'I have good taste'?
Humans do not make sense.
Also, status updates are normally spammed by people. They start emo-ing: 'that girl I can never get', 'my dick is too small', 'my popped cherry'.
And then they expect people to talk to them about it because that's the whole point of having a status update anyway, it's, as its name suggests, updating people about their status. And their status has got to do with something that they just updated all their friends about, so in a way it's a silent(or loud, depending on how you look at it) call for help.
I've tried that several times, discreetly, but looking at the time, I guess I missed the peak hours of Facebook status update effectiveness(thus 'discreetly').
It's quite humiliating to put your life on a platter, or pixels, and hope that others pick up the message and act accordingly. Imagine a life like this:
I need a blowjob =\
Comments: Yea ok I'd give you one.
-date time blah blah blah blah blah-
Getting laid through Facebook spells epic phail.
Besides, why inform people of your status? No one gives a shit, you have no friends, no one has any. It's tiring to have friends. You don't need them anyway. Drop them.
And I was bloghopping when I came across a blog whose owner claimed to be 'unique'. I'd like to tell him/her straight in the face one big but pointless fact:
Unique--the moment you claim you are, you aren't.
I'm not unique.
What a random post. L4D2 is too addictive, I'm wasting too much money =\
-- 11/30/2009 03:04:00 AM
