I & E day
To be honest I've forgotten what does the I and the E stand for in I & E day. I can't really remember what else happened, except that I was quite pissed with the GP humour-lecture shit, because
1) they were showing us a comedy and they kept stopping halfway to ask us 'why did you laugh?' If humour had to be explained it wouldn't be funny any more. 'See, Mr. Bean did this, which isn't what a normal human would do with his/her car keys. This is what makes this act funny.'<--wao.
2) I was sleepy and the row in front of mine was empty rendering me cover-less and as we were supposed to write stuff down on 'Why did you laugh/Why was it funny, etc', I couldn't really go to sleep because if I did get caught I don't know how to worm my way out.
It's like watching porn online and having the video stall and buffer endlessly--exasperating. You're approaching climax, and BAM--your video stalls, your wanking has to stop because you don't know what's going to happen in the next scene. That's about it, more or less. It becomes boring. So boring that I ended up doodling and drawing my trademark Dung.
The rest of the event went on without any issues with me because I was kinda sleepy and thus numbed by the happenings(or lack thereof). It was boring. Just like my blog, coz I'm getting bored(and boring) by the impenetrable mundanity of life.
What else happened? I can't remember.
Oh, on a completely different note, there's this thing that's been bugging me for ages. It's called an ego, and I don't like having my ego trampled all the time. I mean once in awhile isn't acceptable, but for the sake of EQ I am fine with that. But if there's one thing I hate, it's sympathy. I don't do things out of sympathy and I don't want others to do things out of sympathy. I don't give seats to old people because 'oh so poor thing', I give up my seats for them out of respect.
I treat people the way I want them to treat me. Duh. So I don't sympathize with people and when I'm on the receiving end of sympathy I'm normally at a loss of what to do. I don't know what's sympathy and I don't take to receiving it. It's weird. It's not just about pride, it's also a condescending attitude(which is about pride I guess), like the 'oh you need help so I'm going to give it to you because you can't help yourself'.
I don't like to appear helpless but sometimes I can't help it. Then there are rare flashes of anger when I'd just want to leave, like when something stupid suddenly pops up and catches me by surprise(which then turns into severe shock), but can't because it'd appear that I'm affected.
I don't like to appear affected by anything. I want to have this default emotionless expression, because as they say, still water runs deep--and so are people with a lack of facial expressions.
By the double mac spicy. My stomach is aching even after 11hours of consumption. Macdonalds aims to kill.
Oh and the Confucius says jokes are epic lololololol
-- 4/07/2010 09:50:00 PM
