Out of AJail.
Yep, so today was farewell assembly, meaning we that by right, we don't have to go back to AJC until A levels, and any more school activities would be voluntary.
I don't really know what to feel. After hating AJC for the past 2 years and now facing the eminent ejection from it, I feel this sense of emptiness. It's like what always happens--you want something but the moment you get it you're unable to do anything other than marvel at the fact that you've gotten it.
I don't know what to do now that I'm out of AJC, rightfully speaking. I don't know why I hate the school either. Why? The teachers are nice, except that they tend to treat us like second-grade students in the sense that they don't really treat us like geniuses, which is perfectly understandable considering the fact that people who go AJC are probably not geniuses..
..but that's not the reason to hate it so much right? So what's my beef with AJC? =\
Right now I'm just going to soak in this moment of...freedom? But naw I can't, because there's nothing to be happy or cheerful about, there's still A levels, there's still so much more shit to do.
It's like Stockholm syndrome all over again. What am I to do, what am I do feel, about JC life and AJC in general now that it's kinda removed from my life?
Would I actually miss AJC? Would I miss taking 86 home?
I have this tendency to write a lot, and thanks to liquid courage I've decided to end off just here. I don't know what to say after all. =\
Bye 17/09. I hope this doesn't mean the complete depletion of our affinity though. Much though I may bitch about the politicking within the class, I know I'd miss this.
Let's not be type 2 friends? Be type 3? (:
-- 10/16/2010 01:04:00 AM
