"Wah you damn hard to please leh."
My buddy made an astute observation about me whenever I make comments about the other people around us:
"Wah you damn hard to please leh."
I can't help but agree. Everyone pisses me off, it's just a matter of the extent they piss me off to. I expect everyone to have some kind of telepathic link to my brain so that I can be as concise as possible (otherwise known as comprehension). I expect everyone to behave in a way that I deem fit. I get pissed when people don't conform to my ideals. I do think that deep down, I'm secretly a moralist. I cannot stand people who don't understand what I'm sticking my neck/finger out for. I suffocate every time someone can't reach my expectations and I die a little bit every time that happens, and it happens all the time so I have little deaths all over.
Sometimes I get suicidal because deep down I want to change everyone and I know that I'm striving to achieve that but I know my limits, and that I can't, and that life simply isn't worth living if you can't achieve what you want to.
Am I too ambitious?
Am I asking for too much?
-- 5/21/2011 12:11:00 AM
