Too ridiculous.
I don't want much from you, I just hope I can stop being so awkward and dysfunctional in front of you. Yet being awkward and dysfunctional is part of the attraction, because I'm hardly awkward or dysfunctional in front of just about anyone.
So now I have a problem--I cannot possibly hope to attract you when I'm an awkward child in your presence, but I won't be attracted to you if I don't feel like an awkward child. Weird huh.
I know in my gut that you're someone I'd want to keep, but I know I won't get to keep you, that you're not for me.
And I'm perfectly fine with that. Really. Now all I want is to stop being awkward. You don't have the rights to brag so long about me being head over heels for you. This is an outrage. An outrage that needs to stop.
-- 7/14/2012 08:58:00 PM
